Ruso and the Root of All Evils

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After a restless night throughout which one of them waited in dread for mice and the other for spiders, Tilla was relieved to open her eyes and find she could make out the hump that was Cass’s shoulder. Beyond it she could see the outline of the shutters. She closed her eyes again and slid her hands up over her ears in case the movement she was about to make should disturb anything with four paws and a tail and send it scuttling across her face. Then, with a move sudden enough to scare it away, she sat up.

Beside her, Cass muttered and groped for the blanket, pulling it over her head. Tilla peered at the floor, decided there was nothing moving down there and padded across to open the window.

The chilly air out in the yard smelled of dung and woodsmoke. A donkey shifted and stamped, banging its bucket about in the hope of food. Somewhere beyond the walls, a bird chirruped an early call.

‘Wake up!’ she hissed, shaking her companion by the shoulder. ‘Wake up. We have to go and find Phoebe’s bar.’

The sun had risen by the time they had tidied themselves, rejected the woman’s offer of breakfast and made their way through the waking streets to join the early traffic crossing back over the floating bridge. Safely on the opposite shore, they headed downstream to where the merchant ships were moored along the wharf.

A swaying crate was being guided into a hold by men shouting instructions to the crane operators. They dodged out of the path of a slave lugging an amphora just as a long train of laden mules began to pass along the road in front of them. An old man wheeling a trolley of boxes of fish plodded by in the opposite direction. As they approached, the screech of metal on stone signalled the opening of warehouse doors.

Cass was muttering something that sounded like ‘Oh dear, oh dear …’

Tilla said, ‘I hope this Phoebe serves breakfast.’

They were barely past the first warehouse when she stopped.

‘Is it here?’ Cass was gazing around her. ‘I can’t see it.’

‘Something else.’

The sight of chained slaves was not unusual. What Tilla had not expected was that the grimy and dejected figures slumped on the dockside ready for loading would be dressed just like the people she had left at home. She hurried forward, ignoring the guard who was busy chewing and examining his own teethmarks in a hunk of bread.

Kneeling by the nearest woman — the trader had at least had the decency to chain the men separately from the women and children — she whispered in her own language, ‘I am Darlughdacha of the Corionotatae amongst the Brigantes. What is your name, Sister?’

The woman’s sunken eyes held no expression.

‘We are nobody,’ said the girl chained next to her. ‘We are prisoners. Leave us alone.’

‘You must have a tribe. Your accent is — what? Selgovae?’

‘We have no tribe.’

‘Of course you do! Selgovae? Anavionenses?’

‘What does it matter?’ demanded the girl. ‘In a few days we’ll dock in Ostia, and they’ll put us up for sale like cattle.’

‘What is she saying?’ demanded Cass, crouching beside Tilla. ‘Does she know my brother?’

The girl looked at them both, asking in British, ‘What does that one want? Why are you here?’

‘Tilla! What is she saying?’

Tilla put a hand over Cass’s. ‘She doesn’t know your brother. She has her own troubles.’ She turned back to the girl. ‘I cannot help you,’ she said, ‘and our own gods cannot hear you from here. But I have found out there is a great god who is everywhere, a god with no name who answers if you call him Father.’

Several of the nearby slaves were paying attention now. The guards were watching too.

‘My friend needed to travel to this place, and straight away this Father God sent a man with a cart to bring us,’ continued Tilla. She glanced round before adding. ‘He is more powerful than the Emperor. He has a son called Christos, and the Romans tried to kill him, and he came back to life. You should try praying to him.’

The girl held out both palms. ‘We have nothing to give.’

‘He does not want your gifts. He likes …’ Tilla paused, wondering exactly what this God the Father did want. ‘He likes songs and long prayers,’ she said, ‘and sharing food and — oh, you must stop doing sins and you have to forgive people, and then Christos will come back from heaven and fetch you.’

‘What are sins?’ asked a woman.

‘Forgive which people?’ demanded one of the men.

Tilla, who was not exactly sure what sins were herself, said, ‘People who need forgiving, I suppose.’ Somehow this new way of life did not seem as attractive here as it had in the company of the other believers.

‘So,’ said the woman, ‘if we honour this Father God and forgive the guards, will he help us escape?’

‘I don’t know,’ admitted Tilla. ‘But they say that if you love this god and obey him, he will take you to live with him in the next world when you die.’

‘Huh,’ retorted the man. ‘We’d like a bit of help before then.’

Tilla got to her feet. ‘You will never know till you try,’ she said. Turning to the girl, she said, ‘Courage, Sister. I have been a slave to a Roman. He is a good man. It may not be as bad as you fear.’

‘I hope not,’ agreed the girl, ‘because what I fear is very bad indeed.’

As Tilla and Cass began to walk away the man called after them, ‘Oi! What tribe did you say you were?’

‘Corionotatae. Of the Brigantes.’

‘I might have known!’ retorted the man. ‘Trust a Brigante to be playing both ends against the middle.’

‘That’s enough!’ called the guard, putting his bread down. ‘No more talking!’ He turned to Tilla. ‘If you’re not buying, don’t interfere with the stock.’

Tilla sighed. ‘My people,’ she said sadly, gazing out between the masts to where a lump of driftwood was swirling on the current. ‘Always the same.’

‘What is the matter with your people?’

‘Nothing,’ said Tilla, setting out once more along the wharf. ‘They are clever and brave. But when you offer them something good they can always find a reason why it will not work. I tried to tell them about Christos.’

‘Justinus believed Christos would take him to heaven,’ Cass mused, falling into step with her. ‘But how will Christos find him when his body is not buried?’

‘I don’t know,’ said Tilla. ‘I have only been to one meeting. I think there are some things I have not found out yet.’