My dearest Ethel
I told you in my last letter that I will describe the second meeting of our " Lesbian Club", but now I come to think of it, it was very little more that a repetition of the first, with the exception of the fact that being no longer the innosent " Saint " that I was on the first occasion, I was better qualified to play my part as a giver,as well as a receiver, of pleasure. The third meeting, however, was of a very different kind, and well need a description, which I will now endeavour to give you.
The Sunday started well,for being a very fine day, we had taken exceptional "care" with our Church costumes, wich, as yori tnay well believe, caused somewhat of sensation during the service, to Madame's great delight.
When we went to our rooms to dress for dinner, we found that Madame's feeling of satisfaction had shown itself in placing a lovely corsage-bouquet of flowers in each of our rooms; and when we reached the dining room, duly arrayed in our strongly scented bouquets we found that a still further surprise was waiting for us for Madame had ordered up a plentiful supply of Champagne-a luxury hitherto almost unheard of in the establishment!
Thanks to the fact that Madame plied us as well as herself liberally with this fascinating beverage we we're all very lively by the time dinner was ended '* and I was therefore a good deal suprised when immediately after dinner, Madame proposed that we should all, herself.included, go at once to bed. On Sunday nights, I must tell you, we are let off everything in the way of " night toilette," which was the reason why the " Lesbians " chose that night for their meetings.
When I got to my room I quickly undressed, but to my surprise the other girls did not arrive for nearly half an hour;
Throwing off their hastily put-on dressing gowns, they explained that the reason for their delay was that they were waiting to give Madame time to get to bed., so that she might not come and disturb us. They were all crowding round in a naked groups admiring my figure, etc., when to my horror, in walked Madame, wearing a lovely pink and white opera cloak, instead of a dressing-gown and bearing in her hand a birch-rod To my surprise the other girls, on seeing her, did not seem in the least astonished or dismayed,but took her arrival quite as a matter of course.
" What is the meaning of this, girls? '* she asked in a severe voice "Not only do I find you in Blanche's room, but you are all huddled together naked, which is most indecent." Immediately the girls ran to the bed, and bent over it, with their backs to Madame^ motioning to me to do the same.
She then applied the birch to the plump " cheeks*' and thighs of each of us in turn but it was done so gently that, without hurting in the least, it made the blood run towards our " pussies," making us feel awfully hot and naughty. When we were all writhing, not with pain but with randiness and lust, she put down the birch, saying: "There, that will do for the present.'
Saying this the threw off her opera-cloak and disclosed a costume which amazed me more than anything in the world. It consisted of silk open-worked tights of a deep violet hue, the open-work being so wickedly arranged as to leave her upussie,with its fringe of flame-coloured hair completely exposed to view. Above the tights she wore a tiny evening-corset of white satin, above which her large rounded breasts stood out firm and high like twin hills of snow. A pair of high-heeled white satin shoes, and white satin garters just above the knee completed the costume, except for her hands and arms, which I now for the first time perceived were delicately gloved in white kid, sewn with broad violet stitching at the back, to match the tights.
Nothing could have displayed her magnificent figure to better advantage, and I found it hard indeed to realize that this glorious looking " Angel of Vice," with the gleam of lust, fired by champagne, in her eye, was really the school-mistress, whom I had looked upon as a model of propriety and virtue! — From a pocket inside the opera-cloak, one of the girls produced a large marocco case which, with a smiling permission from Madame, she proceeded to open. The contents consisted of three rods of ivory of various sizes, rounded at one end, while to the other end were attached two india rubber balls, like small tennis-balls.
I was at a loss to imagine what these could possibly be, when my friend Bertha exclaimed; "Oh Madame, you have brought the dildoes! How charming of you! "
At this you may be sure I pricked up my ears, for Bertha had several times explained to me the nature of a " dildoe," which is nothing more nor less than an artificial model of a man's¦" dolly."
The smallest was only about three inches long, and not much thicker than my forefinger, and had a much sharper point than the others. This I gathered was nicknamed " The Baby," for it was evidently not the first time the girls had seen and handled these treasures.
The next one, known as " The Schoolboy," was about half as large again, being covered all along its length with obscene carvings in low relief, the object of which was to cause a greater amount of tickling than a smooth surface would have done.
The third was " The Captain," which was quite twice as long and more than twice as thick as " The Baby," being covered like the last with carvings, while the balls were of a considerably larger size.
Bertha, after a short consultation with Madame,darted, off to.the latter's bed-room, whence she returned, bearing a lighted Etna, which evidently contained same steaming liquid.
Under her arm she carried another leather case, this time looking like a large pistol case, at the sight of which Madame pretended to be much displeased, but she nevertheless opened it, and displayed its contents to all of us, the evident astonishment of the girls clearly showing that this, at any rate, was something they had never seen before.
It was a dildoe, made exactly like "The Captain," but of such gigantic proportions, that it positively took our breath away. It was at least ten inches long, and quite as thick as my wrist, the balls being about the size of cricket-balls.
" Surely, Madame," said one of the girls, no one in the world has a "cunt " large enough to admit that? "
It gave me rather a shock of surprise to hear her use such a naughty word as "cunt" in speaking to Madame, but I soon found out that the latter could be the smuttiest of us all, when she felt inclined, as it was evident she did on the present occasion:,in fact she only smiled at the question and said,
" It comes from South America, where the women are accustomed to being poked by negroes, who, as I daresay you know, have far bigger " pricks " than European men."
"But surely no European girl could use it? "
"That all depends on the way in which it is done," she answered, " Of course, if a girl in cold blood were to thrust this into her "cunnie," she would simply fail to get it in, in the first place, and in the second she would about kill herself if she succeeded, But if the "cunt " had previously been excited, first of all by Lesbian kisses, and then by an ordinary dildoe,you would find, I think, that, with the help of some vaseline, and a good deal of pressure, " The Giant " as I have named it, would not only go in, but would cause the most exquisite pleasure to the " pussie" in which it would undoubtedly be a moat amazingly if he fit! "
While she was saying this, Bertha had taken out " The School-boy," and had filled the balls with the hot liquid, which, I gathered, was a mixture of milk and isingglass.
I had forgotten to tell you that each of the dildoes had straps attached to them, for the purpose of fastening them round a female's body, so as to make her resemble a man. "The Baby " was fastened to one girl, while Bertha herself made herself into a pretty boy by means of " The Schoolboy."
"Now Blanche " said Madame approaching me, "as we do not allow Virgins in this society, we are going to take your maidenhead."
I was laid on the bed, my " tiddies " were kissed as before by two of the girls, while Madame herself, putting her head between my legs, began, with a far more expert tongue than Bertha's, to tickle my "pussie." Her tongue several times touched my membrane of virginity, which was to be pierced by " The Baby."
"When Madame had excited me sufficiently, "The Baby " girl, climbing on me, as a man would have done, slid the instrument into my "cunt," causing me an exquisite sense of pleasure, which made me clasp her towards me with all my force, and in a moment I felt a thrill, half of pleasure and half of pain, and I knew that my virginity had gone.
As soon as Madame perceived this she signed to "The Baby " girl to come out of me, so as to make room for Bertha, who with the larger dildoe, which penetrated into regions which were now entered for the first time, gave me the liveliest pleasure, and caused me to " come," with a feeling of exquisite enjoyment, different from the enjoyment I had felt when girls had " kissed me down," and which I now experienced for the first time. When she saw that the supreme moment had arrived, Bertha gripped the " balls " between her legs, and squeezing them again and again, squirted up the hot liquid, through the tube in the centre of the dildoe, so as to produce exactly the same effect inside my "cunt " as if a man's "sperm " were being poured into me.
Madame was delighted to see how much I enjoyed the experience, and assured me that, for her part, she much preferred a dildoe to a man, because one can make the dildoe "spend," when one chooses, whereas the man has to " come" when he can.
The girls were now all begging Madame to let them try if they could get "The Giant " into her, in the way she had explained, and, though she at first resisted, she soon took my place on the bed, where she lay with her legs apart, still in her fancy costume, panting with the anticipation of the voluptuous experience she was about to undergo.
Two of the girls started at once to suck her " tiddies," while I began with tongue and finger to tickle her delicious u cunt," and very soon had the satisfaction of seeing that we were causing her to thrill with delighted sensuality.
Bertha and another girl where meanwhile filling the immense balls of "The Giant " with liquid, and getting ready "The Captain," to be used first.
When I had started Madame successfully upon her voyage of pleasure, I motioned to "The Captain " girl, who at once got on top of her, and inserting the dildoe, proceeded to work it up and down as knowingly and as quickly as if she had been a man.
I, meanwhile, was aiding Bertha to gird on a The Giant," with the result that, when it was adjusted, she looked like a delicate boy, endowed by nature with the most monstruous prick that ever was seen. I smothered the point in vaseline, and we then stood and waited by the bed. Very soon it was evident from Madame's lascivious movements that u The Captain " was rapidly conducting her to the supreme pleasure of ct coming" and in a few moments later we saw that " The Captain," as he slid in and out of her "pussie " was covered with a thick frothy moisture, showing that the flow of " sperm " had begun.
This was evidently the moment for " The Giant," and as " The Captain " slipped out I instantly inserted my fingers, so that the sensation of pleasure might not slacken for a moment.
With wonderful speed and adroitness Bertha took the place vacated by the other girl, and while I held the lips of the "cunt" as wide apart as ever I could with my two hands, Bertha pushed and shoved with all her force, until to our great satisfaction, it began to move slowly inwards.
Then followed the most extraordinary scene that can possibly be conceived. Madame, having already reached the highest pitch of enjoyment to which she had ever before attained, could scarcely believe that there was still greater delight yet to come: but as Bertha pushed "The Giant" steadily onwards, at the same time working it gently in and out in the proper manner, the distension and irritation of the " cunt " was so extreme and the delightful feeling of tickling so immensely in excess of anything she had ever felt before,that her body rocked and swayed about in a perfect agony of enjoyment-, and that her voluptuous movements caused us onlookers to feel as randy as possible. As " The Giant" went steadily further in, Bertha quickened the movement, and finally, pushing it right home, she squeezed the balls repeatedly, sending into her very soul a flow, both far hotter and far more plentiful than any man's " prick" could possibly have produced. As Bertha withdrew the dildoe from the palpitating " pussie,* Madame swooned away in a dead faint, utterly exhausted by the immensely prolonged, and artificially exaggerated scene of enjoyment, of which she had been the delighted heroine.
On seeing this one of the girls ran downstairs and soon returned with some champagne, which speedily revived her, and she immediately began to give us an account of the exquisite sensations she had been experiencing. She assured us that from the moment "The Giant " began to make is way in, the pleasure was absolutely heavenly causing her to " come " before the final injection of the fluid, but that at times the feeling became so strong as to be scarcely bearable.
This recital, in addition to the voluptuous scene we had witnessed, aroused our sensuality to a high pitch of expectation and Madame herself, having recharged " The Captain " with liquid and having fastened it on was very soon on top of Bertha, vigorously " poking" her, while I did the same to one of the other girls with "The Schooi-boy;" and, as the other three girls were doing to " Trio of the Graces" with mutually tickling fingers- the goddess of sensuality was soon reigning supreme over our naked bodies.
When 1 was at last left alone in bed, I could not get to sleep for a lang time, owing to the heated and excited state of my brain and blood, and as I lay awake, I could not help feeling amazed at the part our dignified school-mistress had taken in the proceedings. Later on however I found that she had long been an ardent devotee of "Lesbianism," and had only become a school-mistress in order to have plenty of opportunities of satisfying this entrancing lust.
There, my dear Ethel, you have a full, and true account of our third meeting, and if it does not make your hair stand on end fringe and all, 1 shall be surprised! I wonder by the way if my former letters have made you sufficiently, curious to induce you to try the experiment of tickling your own " pussie? " It so*, I have no doubt you have discovered the little "button" the incitation and tickling of which causes such exquisite pleasure. At the same time I can tell you from experience that it is not half so nice to do it to oneself as to get someone else to do it, and I am told that to have it done by a nice boy is the most voluptuous thing of all.
Good bye, dearest, fort the present, and t hope you will not be shocked by this awfully naughty letter from
Your ever loving Blanche.