And once again I knew nothing.
Except, with Luisa’s head on my chest and me watching the night sky, the time that followed felt as if it was not time at all but a kind of death.
And then we knew we must return.
We rose and we covered the uncovered parts of us and we walked west along the train tracks. When we neared the first fringe of the thousands of soldiers billeted in the desert, we began to hear singing from the campfires, from many campfires, each group hearing only itself, but Luisa and I heard them all in soft cacophony.
And we stopped beside the boxcar where she slept with the other women who had lately arrived.
We stood before each other, searched each other’s face. “Why?” I asked.
“I must do it my own way,” she said.
And she stepped into me and we kissed for what surely was the last time.
“Go,” she said. “Quickly.”
I did.
I was passing Villa’s car and I was suddenly aware of something I’d not thought of since I left Mensinger’s quarters: A pistol was strapped to my hip. I stopped. I looked at the lights in Villa’s windows. I turned and looked back along the track. Luisa was gone.
And inside my head, maps were unfolding: Texas, San Antonio, a hand-drawn layout of the Alamo. It was time to report. I hustled along the tracks.
In the postal car I took off my sombrero and my serape. I lit a kerosene lamp and carried it to the sorting table which was soon to be my bunk but now would be my desk. I set the lamp off center to the left. I unbuckled my pistol belt and removed it. Luisa’s knife hung there next to the holster. I felt a surge of fear for her. Would this be her own way? But no. I didn’t think that was in her anymore.
I rolled the belt around the holster and the scabbard. I didn’t know where to put the objects in my hand. They did not feel as if they were mine. Finally I just laid them at my feet, next to my saddlebags. I moved to the nearest cluster of spindle-back chairs and I carried one to my desk and carefully positioned it.
I had not opened my saddlebags since we arrived. But for now I needed only two things. I bent to them. I removed my Corona and a packet of foolscap. I placed the typewriter before me and unfolded the carriage. I rolled a piece of paper into the machine. I sat down before it. I was happy to be in front of this machine once again. My fingertips knew me. They wired me like a telegraph to the place in my head where my reporter’s voice was ready to speak what it had heard, what it had learned.
I’d type the contents of Mensinger’s document portfolio straight into mid-story form. When I crossed the border I would have a large enough writing task ahead of me as it was.
I focused. I pictured the first document. Kaiser Willie’s letter to Villa. I saw the Imperial Eagle spreading its wings. It would turn into words. I lifted my hands. They hung, fingers curled, over the keyboard.
And my hands snapped back as a voice suddenly filled the room. “Do you find rebellions fueled by strong coffee, Mister Chance?”
I let my hands fall to the tabletop, one on each side of my typewriter. I did not look at him.
He said, “Or is it Herr Cobb? Yes, I think it is Herr Cobb.”
I turned my face. My concentration was keen and he was quiet. Mensinger was standing barely ten feet away. His hands hung at his side, palms inward, like a gunfighter. He was not wearing his pistol, however. He was wearing his British cavalry sword. If he was planning to kill me — and he probably was — then he’d rather do it his own way, and silently.
“I think it is Herr Cobb,” he said, “the journalist turned bandit. You seem to have impressed Jefe Villa.”
And I considered my pistol somewhere nearby on the floor. But to bend, to unwrap the belt, to draw the pistol, to straighten up, to turn, to find him, to shoot him: He would have easily drawn his sword and run me through long before I could do all that. He no doubt knew this. He’d been quietly watching me for some minutes, I realized.
“You apparently tried to hide your tracks, but you are a sloppy man, Herr Cobb, and I have a keen eye.”
“Your clothes were quite dull, as it turned out,” I said.
I saw a flicker in him: He was not sure I’d found the documents.
“And a clothes brush?” I said. “Do you understand the scorn Pancho Villa will have for you if he finds out?”
“So will that be your big story, Herr Cobb? You will expose the Germans for keeping their clothes brushed?”
“I would only care about the one reader,” I said. A mistake, however. There was another flicker in him at what I’d just admitted: I understood he had intentions with Villa that I needed to somehow thwart.
“It is a shame he cannot read,” Mensinger said.
“He’ll get the message,” I said.
“But he will forgive me, Herr Cobb, when he knows that you were a sneak thief, and an incompetent one. And when he knows I have bravely faced your pistol with a sword and defended myself.”
I understood at once: He would put my pistol in my hand and discharge it after I was dead.
But he still had not drawn. Arrogant ass.
I slowly rose, pushing the chair out from behind me with my foot. I turned to face him. It was how he wanted me. It was how I wanted to be, given Desperate Plan Number Two.
I had not moved away from the desk to face him. My right hand remained at the side of the typewriter, hidden from his sight. I worked my fingertips underneath the base of its frame. Desperate Plan Number Two featured Corona Portable Number Three.
He smiled. And he drew. He was fast and the blade was coming out quick and I grasped the Corona tight from the base and it was coming up quick too and his sword was out and angling back and he was committed to a thrust and he did not imagine anything could intervene and the Corona was heavy, very heavy, slower than I expected, and I strained hard and it rose faster and the sword started forward and Corona was up and it was before me perpendicular to the floor showing its bottom to Mensinger and I grabbed its left side and braced my arms straight out even as the sword clanged in and sword and typewriter together jumped toward me and I tensed my arms and they flexed as Corona came at me but I steeled my arms and the typewriter slowed even as the sword flashed through the type bars and my arms braced and the sword emerged and the tip plunged toward me, a foot away, nearer, and my arms strained harder against the thrust and they held now, my arms held against the push and the tip of the sword stopped not six inches from me.
And we were suspended, Mensinger and I, we were a tableau for the briefest of moments and I pushed back, with arms and legs I pushed him back, the sword wedged still in my dear Corona, whose life I feared for even as I drove Mensinger back and I had to hold fast at the base of Corona because Mensinger was pulling that way now, trying to get his sword out and he did. The tip vanished from between the key bars and I knew his jerking momentum gave me just a moment, I could see his arm flying back even as he stopped and braced to begin another thrust but I continued toward him a strong step as I flipped Corona from its exposed bottom to its strong wide back and I was inside his striking distance and he started to step back too but I strode and I raised Corona to Mensinger’s face level to his forehead level and I thrust it hard forward. We were moving together in the same direction and I was not as close as I wished but the thump in the center of his forehead was loud.
And Corona went “ding.”
And I found Corona in empty air and my feet were tangling and I stumbled and he was beneath me and I sidestepped and stumbled again and I made a conscious step away, into empty floor, I planted one foot hard and firm and then the other, and I stopped.
I breathed. I thought I had not been breathing much. I turned.
Mensinger was on his back. Out cold. John L. Sullivaned. His arms sprawled wide, his sword still in his hand, though the fingers had gone slack. He would have a serious headache for his big meeting with Pancho Villa.
And I knew it was time to leave.
Now.