The Love You Crave

44.

Moments later,Sam gasps, falls off her, rolls onto his back.

“That’s it?” Maybe says.

“For now. Sorry.”

“Thirty seconds?”

“What can I say? I was excited.”

“Jesus. I thought, you know, an older guy?”

“What about it?”

“I thought that was the big thing about older guys. They’re able to hold out longer.”

“Look. You need practice, I need practice.”

Maybe gives a half smile. “That’s sort of sweet.”

“Thanks. Anyway, being sexually satisfied is not what’s important right now.”

“That’s easy for you to say.”

“You know what I mean. The big news is we achieved having sex. Without pain.”

“True. The problem is I didn’t feel anything at all.”

“You must’ve felt something.”

“I don’t mean to hurt your feelings.”

Sam frowns. “Give me a minute.”

“Why, you want to fuck me two more times?”

“Funny. Can I ask you something?”

“What?”

“Why won’t you let me take off your top?”

“I’m a mess up there.”

“That can’t be true.”

“I’m self-conscious about my breasts.”

“Why?”

“I don’t want to talk about it.”

“But that’s the point. You don’t have to worry what you say to me.”

“They go in different directions.”

“Let me have a look.”

“You’re a pervert.”

“Let me see.”

She shows him. “See what I mean?”

“These are great boobs. But yeah, I see what you mean.”

“I can’t show these to someone I love.”

“Someone who loves you won’t care.”

“I’ll care.”

“Then I’ll get them fixed.”

“How?”

“This is the simplest surgery in the world. Thirty minutes, tops. Two weeks recovery.”

“What’re you, a plastic surgeon?”

“No. But a few stitches on the inside here,” he points, “and here…and you’re perfect.”

“Are you sure?”

“Positive.”

“Will the stitches show?”

“No. They’ll be hidden under here…and here.”

“Will it hurt?”

“A little. But it’ll be worth it. To you.”

“Thanks, Sam.”

“My pleasure. And speaking of pleasure, I believe I’m ready, if you’re willing.”

She frowns. “I suppose you’ve earned another shot.”

He flips her over.

“What do you think you’re doing?” she says.

“Practicing. Let me know if I hurt you in any way.”

“Don’t worry, you’ll know.”

He enters her, and the experience makes him light-headed. He pulls her back, so that she’s on her knees, and after a couple of minutes, he hears her moaning softly. He’s behind her, and she can’t see the smile on his face. Nor could she possibly know what he’s thinking at this very moment, which is, I’m fucking Donovan Creed’s daughter!

When they’re done, he says, “Will you keep killing for me?”

“Yes,” she says. “If you keep paying me.”

“We make a perfect team.”

“What on earth makes you think that?

“You’re willing to kill for me, and I’m willing to die for you.”