For Caroline
One is not a “believer” in fairy tales.
There is no theology, no body of dogma, no ritual, no institution,
no expectation for a form of behavior.
They are about the unexpectedness and mutability of the world.
Instead of making myself write the book I ought to write, the novel that was expected of me, I conjured up the book I myself would have liked to read, the sort by an unknown writer, from another age and another country, discovered in an attic.
She saw the dawn approach, and fell silent, discreetly.
El sueño de la razón produce monstruos
The sleep of reason brings forth monsters
(Los Caprichos, no. 43, by Francisco de Goya; the full caption in the Prado etching reads: “Fantasy abandoned by reason produces impossible monsters: united with her, she is the mother of the arts and the origin of their marvels.”)