Waist Deep

4

Matt led me through the tunnels that the teams used to go from the locker room to the ice.After we cut through a few doors and an office, I was lost.

“Where’d you park?I can let you out a door near your car.”

“I didn’t drive,” I told him.I didn’t tell him it was because I didn’t have a car.

“Okay.We’ll go out the exit by the statues.”

We emerged from the tunnels and into the main concourse.Aside from concession workers and security, only a few fans milled around.I wondered how the game was going.

“If it was up to me,”Matt said, “I’d just move you to a seat on the other side of the arena. But I’m only the assistant team leader. Besides, we’ve got a zero tolerance policy on fighting.I’m sorry.”

“Not your fault.I’m the one who got in a fight.”

We walked in silence for a few yards.A loud, collective “ahhh!” from the crowd drifted through the walls and I guessed that the Flyers had missed a scoring chance.

A shot of pain, stronger than the rest, blasted through my knee.Our pace had been quick, at least for me.My limp became more pronounced, forcing me to slow down.

Matt noticed and slowed, too.“You get hurt in the fight?”

“Old injury,” I told him.“Fight didn’t help, though.”

“You want to stop for a second?”

“How far is it?”

He pointed at a set of doors where the corridor curved left.It was about forty yards away.

“I can make it,” I said.

Matt nodded and kept walking, but he had slowed down even further.I didn’t complain.My knee felt like shattered glass grinding together.I heard another outburst from the crowd.

“So is it true what Glen said?”Matt asked me quietly. “That you’re not a cop anymore?”

“It’s true.”

“What happened?”

“Long story,” I told him.“Not one I can tell in twenty-five yards, even if I wanted to.”

“Fair enough.So what kind of work do you do now?”

I stopped walking and turned to face him.“What’s with the interrogation, Matt?Couldn’t you have done this back at the cell?”

Matt swallowed hard.“No…I mean, sorry.I just — “

“I’ll show myself out the rest of the way,” I snapped at him.I turned and began striding purposefully toward the doors, ignoring the pain in my knee.

It took about three seconds for Matt to catch up.“Wait,” he said.“I’m sorry.”

I ignored him and kept walking.I’d already had to deal with Bates and his condescension tonight.I wasn’t about to spill my life story to some guy I hadn’t seen in almost twenty years just because we went to the same high school.

“Stef, wait.Please.”

Something in his voice made me slow down.Maybe it was the hint of panic that rang out when he said my name.Maybe it was the desperation that turned his words into a whine.I don’t know for sure.But I stopped and looked him dead in the eye and waited.

He seemed surprised.“I…I need your help.I need you to look into something.”

“I told you.I’m not a cop anymore.”

“I know.But you were, right?”

I nodded.

“Then maybe you can still help.I don’t know who else to ask.”

I watched his eyes as he said it and knew he was serious.I didn’t know what he needed, but decided right there that the least I could do was listen to him.

“Okay, Matt.Ask.”

He took a wavering breath.“It’s my daughter.I’m worried something bad has happened to her.”

“Like what?”

“Well, she-”

His radio squawked,“-21 to -2.”

“Damn,” Matt muttered.Then, into the radio, “-2, go ahead.”

“ We’ve got a code 9 to deal with in 114,” came the reply.

Matt keyed the radio.“Copy,” he said, then looked up at me.“Some fan heckling the visitor’s bench that needs to be removed,” he explained.

I shrugged.

“Listen, do you have a card or something?I’ll call you tomorrow.”

“No.No card.No phone, either.”

He gave me a strange look.“You mean no cell phone?”

“No.I mean no phone.”

Questions came into his eyes and I cut them off.

“Look, Matt. I usually eat breakfast at the Rocket Bakery at 1^st and Cedar. We can talk there.”

Matt thought about it, then nodded his head.

We walked the remainder of the distance to the doors and he swung them open.Cold air spilled in through the opening, making my knee hurt worse.

“All I’m promising is we’ll talk,” I told him.

“That’s all I’m asking,” he said.

I stepped out into the cold and began the long limp home.