Why You Were Taken

Journal entry 3 February 1988

Westville

In the news: I don’t know. When I look at P’s newspaper the words all swim before me.

Not watching, reading or listening to anything. Have the concentration span of a gnat. When will the babies sleep through the night?!

Need. To. Sleep.

But now there is more than just sleep deprivation. There is a darkness.

A nothingness. Am being swallowed whole.