Dismember

TWENTY-TWO

Trevor had just locked himself in his daddy’s workshop when he heard the screaming. Long, terrible screams. Like somebody had just dumped a truckload of bowling balls into a room full of people with no shoes on. On top of that, the barks, almost as loud, coming from what sounded like a pretty big doggy.

Trevor wondered if he should go back, maybe take one of his daddy’s tools and use it to attack the man who’d come through their kitchen window. But he knew if his daddy was hurt, he wouldn’t want Trevor to come back, and he wouldn’t want him messing with his tools. Trevor would probably only end up cutting off his own hand or shooting a nail into his head, and what good would that do?

He would stay, obey Daddy, and try to pretend the screams weren’t happening. Only he wished he knew why he couldn’t turn on the lights. It was so dark in here, darker than under the covers with the lights turned off and your eyes closed, and tables and machines and bits and pieces of Daddy’s furniture were all over the place. He walked with his hands held out in front of him, the way the zombies and the mummies did on the late-night movies his daddy sometimes let him see, although Mommy said they would warp his mind. He wasn’t exactly sure what it meant to get your mind warped, but he was pretty sure his was still in its regular shape because his head hadn’t changed at all, and how could your mind warp if your head stayed the same?

A teeny bit of moonshine came in through one of the garage windows—one of the only ones not covered all the way up with Daddy’s things—enough light that Trevor could eventually make out some of the shadowy shapes. He found the table where his daddy put holes in the furniture pieces and crawled underneath. Sawdust covered the floor, and although it felt soft under his hands and knees, it also made him sneeze and got into his mouth. Trevor wanted to spit the stuff out, except then he might crawl into his own loogie, which would only make things worse. Instead, he settled for pulling his shirt away from his neck and licking his tongue across the inside. It didn’t get off all the dust or all the bad taste, but it was a little better at least.

He tried to flip himself into a sitting position and ended up bumping his head on the bottom of the table. For a second, bright sparks flashed in his head, and he thought someone must have turned on the lights after all, but then the lights disappeared and Trevor realized they were only the pain lights you saw in the cartoons, except not in the shapes of stars or little birdies.

He rubbed his head, which felt worse than the time he’d fallen out of the tire swing in the back yard, scooting deeper beneath the table as he did so and feeling the sawdust slide beneath his bottom.

Would the man in the kitchen window warp his mind? He didn’t know. The movies hadn’t done it, but the kitchen man was a lot scarier than the zombies or the mummies or the werewolves.

Trevor heard another bark and jumped.

Maybe the guy was a werewolf, come to bite him and turn him into a werewolf too, or maybe just use him for food, eat out all his guts. Trevor wrapped his arms around his knees and waited for something to come crashing in after him, probably with long furry arms and claws for fingers and his daddy on its breath.

Dave kicked the boy’s knife across the room. It slid beneath the bed frame and clinked against the baseboard on the bed’s other side. The knife wound in his chest wasn’t bad—he could tell just from the feel of it—but it might require some self-applied stitches later and would certainly sting for a while. Still, he supposed the boy could have found a gun.

He turned to Georgie, surprised to find him standing fully erect, his fists at his sides and his chest puffed. He would have expected crouching and crying, blubbering, streamers of snot dangling from the nose. He supposed by now he should have counted on more from the boy, although he wondered if the original Georgie would have done the same thing. A small boy against a grown man with two wickedly sharp knives. He supposed Georgie would have—otherwise, how could this one be his replacement?

Still, Georgie wouldn’t have stabbed his daddy. Georgie loved Daddy, and Daddy loved him back.

He stared Georgie down for another few seconds, not knowing what to think, and then made a sudden decision.

At the girl’s house, where he’d been boarding Manny, the hostage ploy had worked like a charm. It was funny what some people would do to save the lives of perfect strangers. Funny and sad. And pathetic.

Dave hurtled himself at Georgie, circled around behind him before the boy could blink, wrapped an arm around his chest, and brought one of the knives to his jugular.

The man at the window, Pullman, holding his hip and grimacing, threw out a splay-fingered hand and groaned. As if he could reach us, Dave thought, grinning at the helpless helping hand.

“I know you don’t know this boy,” Dave said, though he actually knew no such thing, only assumed. “But I also know you don’t want his blood sprayed across your bedroom and his guts in a puddle at your feet.”

“Leave him alone,” Pullman said, almost whispering, and dropped his outstretched hand like he’d used up the last of his energy.

Georgie squirmed, and he pulled him in tighter. “Tell me where the boy went, and I won’t hurt a one of them. Promise.”

The man said nothing.

“But if you don’t,” he said, “you’ll pray for me to butcher them both, just to quit their screaming.” He flicked the tip of the knife enough to get Georgie’s attention, and the boy squealed.

Blood oozed from Pullman’s hip, but not enough, not much more than bled from Dave’s own wound. He raised his hand again, but only about a foot before letting it flop back onto the ground. “Let him go. I—”

“Which,” Dave said, and Georgie squealed again. “Way.”

Pullman twisted his wrist to point. “Neighbors,” he said. “I sent him to the neighbors, you son of a bitch.”

Dave smiled and loosened the knife a little. “Liar.”

At this word, Georgie tightened. It was funny the way they did that, got all tight when they thought they were going to take a knife to the throat. Funny ha ha. As if Dave would actually kill him, as if he hadn’t gone through so much to save him in the first place, and as if flexing his muscles would do anything to protect him from a well-honed knife if Dave did start slicing.

Pullman shook his head, or tried to. “No. I sent him over to—”

“No you didn’t. There aren’t neighbors that way for five miles. If you sent him anywhere, it woulda been the little girl’s house.” Dave shook his own head, looking ashamed. “But I reckon he’s still here, hiding, and you just killed yourself two little boys.”

What he did with the knife, he did too quickly for anyone but himself to see: he drew the blade across Georgie’s throat from ear to ear and then lifted the knife high into the air, the way a magician will do with his wand after he’s just completed a magic trick. The boy fell away from him, and the man pulled himself to his feet and charged, just how Dave had thought he might, moving low to the ground like a tackling football player.

Dave shot a well-aimed foot at Pullman’s face and caught him right on the chin. A loud clicking of teeth and a woof of air followed, like the man was really just a man-shaped balloon and Dave had popped him. He fell to the floor and didn’t move. Stunned, or maybe unconscious, but out of action either way.

On the floor, Georgie grabbed at his throat, wheezing and flailing and making such a spectacle of himself that Dave had to chuckle.

“Come on,” Dave said and prodded him a little with the same foot he’d used on the Pullman man’s face. “You’re not cut.”

Georgie’s flailing continued. He either hadn’t heard, or hadn’t understood.

“You’re not cut,” Dave repeated. “I only got you with the dull side.” To prove it, he held out the knife for Georgie’s inspection. Except maybe that hadn’t been such a good idea. Georgie saw the knife and screamed. Dave looked at it himself, confused about what he was seeing until he remembered the blood dripping from the weapon had come from Pullman’s hip.

Dave shook his head and pocketed the blade. He didn’t bother saying anything else, just reached down, scooped up the uninjured (or at least not recently injured) boy, and flung him over his shoulder. Below, Pullman might as well have been one of the floorboards. Dave walked across him and carried Georgie through the open window.

Dave moved along Pullman’s supernova of a porch, Georgie beating on his back with his fists. The blows almost felt nice, the way Dave imagined a massage might feel. Personally, he’d never gotten so much as a foot rub except from himself and Mr. Boots, who’d sometimes rubbed more than that.

No, Dave told himself, don’t think about that. His breathing had become suddenly heavy, and he realized he was squeezing Georgie much more tightly than was probably safe. Just forget it.

He trudged to the corner of the porch and stared through the darkness at the disconnected garage.

Yes. Of course.

On the other side of the house, the dog barked up a storm. Dave wondered if dogs ever got sore throats, if they made doggy throat lozenges or cough syrup. Surely not, but you never knew. People got a little crazy sometimes about their animals—he’d once watched a woman slather sunscreen on a thin-haired cat. He’d been fifteen at the time, and had giggled so loud he thought the woman almost noticed him in his hiding spot. Later, he’d caught the cat and slow roasted it over a campfire before bringing it back in a paper sack and leaving it on the woman’s front steps with a note reading: must not have used enough sunscreen.

The cat had died hard, yowling until long after the point at which it should have quieted, but Dave hadn’t felt especially bad about it. He’d never been much of a cat person.

Georgie had gone into another one of his periods of silent motionlessness. Dave removed him from his shoulder, lowered him into the grass on the other side of the porch railing, and then hopped over the barrier himself, the stab wound burning with every move he made, every breath he took. Once beside Georgie, Dave pressed his hand between the boy’s shoulder blades and steered him toward the property’s smaller structure. Their shoes slapped against the dewy grass, and they both shivered, Georgie a little more so than Dave.

Manny barked again, a series of three yelps followed by another pair, and Dave could only assume the boy had tied him up somewhere. They didn’t sound like the barks of a happy dog. To Dave, those barks said, Let me loose, let me go, I wanna play, too.

Dave reached up and touched his chest, pressed in on it but didn’t rub. Rubbing only would have worsened the pain, torn the hole bigger and maybe loosened whatever thin membrane held in the rest of his blood. He’d killed the kid’s old mother for much less, but that had been different. She was an adult, and a woman, and should have known better. Georgie had just done what any kid would do. He couldn’t kill Georgie. He wouldn’t. If he did, everything else would be pointless, and he’d never have another chance. Today was the day. His most important birthday ever.

He pushed the boy to the large rolling door and reached down to grab the handle.

Locked.

He yanked at it harder, trying to pop it open. Considering the flimsiness of their locks, some of these garage doors might as well have been held shut with scotch tape, but this one held tight, didn’t even rattle. If there had been windows, Dave would have pressed his face against them and peered inside, but the door’s series of solid panels completely concealed the interior.

Dave told Georgie to lead him around the side of the garage, and the boy obeyed.

If the new Davy was hiding inside, he’d hear them out here, would probably be scared, but that was okay. By the end of the night, little Davy would be safer than he’d been in a long, long time.

Georgie led him past two small windows, both covered from the inside. They circled around the back of the garage and found the regular-sized door on the other side. Dave eased Georgie aside and tried the knob. Locked. Without stopping to think, he swiveled and kicked the door just beside the knob. The wood cracked, but nothing else broke. Dave kicked again, and this time two cracks followed: first the door exploding inward and then it rebounding off a desk or shelf halfway through its swing. Dave could have seen the splintered doorjamb by only the light of the moon, but with the added illumination from the porch, it might as well have been the main attraction in a jeweler’s display case. He grinned at it and walked by.

Georgie didn’t follow him, which was good. In his state of confusion, the boy might have thought about grabbing something and using it against him. Dave didn’t want to consider what he might do if that happened. Anyway, the boy wasn’t exactly a cheetah; if he ran, Dave would hear him in plenty of time to catch up.

He smelled cut cedar and pine, the thicker scents of paint, glue, and machine grease, but saw none of it. Not yet. He didn’t know where the light switch was, or if there was a switch at all. For all he knew, you controlled the lights in here with a pull chain or a breaker on a panel board. He’d watched the main house plenty, had entered it several times when the Pullmans were away, but he hadn’t bothered investigating the workshop. He’d peeked in one time, just a perfunctory look through the only bit of unblocked window he’d found, took in enough to realize it was a workshop and not a garage, seen the tools and the wood and the half-formed furniture. But he hadn’t studied it, hadn’t thought he needed to. Now, despite all the planning he’d done, he wished he’d done a little more.

Still, his eyes adjusted abnormally fast, and it didn’t take long for him to spot the tips of two sneakers trembling in the sawdust beneath a table to his right.

“Hey,” he said and bumped purposefully into the corner of the table, feigning blindness. “You okay in here?”

The shoes stopped trembling and became very still.

“It’s okay to be scared,” he said. “I would have been.” He took a step forward. “Which means it would be wrong if you weren’t.”

The shoes pulled back and disappeared from Dave’s sight, but he didn’t worry. Where could the boy go?

Nowhere, of course. Pullman would have been better off if he had sent him to the neighbors.

Dave stooped, then knelt, bending until he could peek beneath the table’s surface and into Davy’s hiding spot. He imagined the boy triggering a drill and jamming it into his eye, or coming at his throat with a pair of utility knives, but no attack came. The boy sat hugging his legs, wide eyed, looking as if he’d planned only on staying hidden forever and ever. Dave thought that was probably the smartest thing he could have done.

Dave had expected violence today—had, to some extent, been looking forward to it—but now he’d had enough. He’d been punched, kicked, scratched, stabbed, had rocks thrown at his head and a dog’s teeth inches away from the softest parts of his neck. He deserved a break.

He was half tempted to knock the kid out, not give him a chance to fight back, but he knew he couldn’t bring himself to do that. The kid was him, after all, or soon would be.

Instead of grabbing for the child, Dave dropped into a sitting position and folded his hands in his lap. “You like dogs?” he asked. He didn’t need to ask, because he knew he liked dogs, remembered liking them despite the way their breath sometimes stunk when they licked your face.

Davy looked out at him, looked right into his eyes, as if he had Dave’s own superb night vision. “Where’s my daddy?”

Dave had answers all ready for these types of questions, though he had hoped the mention of Manny would divert the boy’s attention. “I’m going to take you to him,” he said, which was true in some ways and only a slight stretch of the truth in others. “He’s hurt.” This was a fact no matter how you looked at it.

“You hurt him.” It wasn’t a question, but neither was it an accusation.

“Not exactly,” Dave said, “but I am going to fix m…your daddy all up. Promise.”

Davy didn’t move, smile, or blink. Dave heard rustling from outside, but not running, and wondered what Georgie was up to.

“What do you say?” He focused on the boy beneath the table and smiled, not knowing if Davy could make out the change in his facial features or not. “Georgie and Manny are waiting. We’ll all go find your daddy together. Don’t you want to be with your daddy?”

“Yes,” Davy said, though he still appeared uncertain. “He’s not…dead?”

“Heaven forbid,” said Dave. “Now come on out of there.”

And after only a few more seconds of leg-hugging and frowning, Davy did. He got onto his hands and knees, paying extra close attention to the tabletop above him, and crawled out across the sawdust. Dave didn’t try to help him because he knew doing so would only scare Davy. Young children were sometimes that way, like wild animals. If you stood still, didn’t give them any reason to fear you, they’d eventually relax, but the second you inched in their direction, they were a mile away before you knew they were gone.

Dave waited for Davy to get to his feet, brush the dust off his shorts, knees, and palms, and move between Dave and the door. Only then did he stand. The boy walked toward the broken door, and Dave watched him closely, especially his hands, still expecting him to pick up a screwdriver or a hammer or a saw. When the boy ran instead, Dave sighed and shook his head.

Why me?

This was his fault. All of it. Zach sat against the outside of the garage, so chilly now his teeth actually chattered.

Obviously, his crappy line in the dirt hadn’t been enough. He’d gotten another kid kidnapped and the kid’s dad maybe killed because he hadn’t been clever enough to think of some other way to warn them. Whatever happened to the two of them, and whatever happened to Zach himself, would be as much his own fault as the psycho’s.

He pulled at a tuft of weeds growing along the garage’s foundation; something pricked his finger, a thorn or some sort of insect, he assumed. Did bees come out at night? He didn’t know. He looked at his finger, saw a droplet of blood, and sucked it clean before he pawed through the area again, more carefully this time.

If he’d caught a thorn or a rock, it probably wouldn’t matter, but the prick could also have been a spider’s bite. Those things could be dangerous, deadly. Not that he guessed he could do much about it anyway. It wasn’t like Crazy Dave would bring him to the hospital. But maybe, if it had been a spider, he could at least try to suck out the poison. Could you do that with spiders, or was it only snakes?

He pushed aside the weeds he’d picked at. Beneath them, a long, sharp piece of metal pointed up at the sky. A nail. He tugged at it and ended up with a two-foot chunk of wood. Someone had pounded the nail through the wood at an angle, and the wood itself was a weird size, maybe excess cut from the rafters when the garage was built and lost here among the grass and weeds ever since. Who knew?

Zach swung the piece of scrap material through the air. It whizzed, and though it seemed a little flimsy, he thought it would last for at least one good, solid swing. Maybe that was all he’d need.

He heard movement inside and hurried to his feet. He was a natural righty, but he couldn’t swing right handed without moving across the open doorway, which might ruin whatever chance he had. Scrambling, he got into position on his side of the door and raised the club over his shoulder. Never in his life could he have hit a baseball like this, but tonight’s baseball would be six feet tall with a head almost the size of home plate, and if he couldn’t manage that, he might as well take the kidnapper’s knife and kill himself. He tensed his arms. When the guy came running through the doorway, he swung his hardest, swung so hard it tingled all the way to his shoulders.

Except it wasn’t the guy.

The other boy stumbled forward and came to rest on his back in the grass, the stripe across his forehead bright red and already bubbling blood. The stick in Zach’s hands had broken clean in half.

Dave saw what happened but thought for a second the kid must have hit his head on the doorjamb, that maybe he hadn’t seen where he was going and walked face first into the splinters of ruined wood Dave had left when kicking his way in.

He followed Davy out of the garage and saw Georgie standing there with the broken piece of wood in his hand; he didn’t know whether to clout the boy or shake his hand. He settled on neither.

The mark on Davy’s head was so well defined that Dave could almost see the wood grain stamped into his skin. It bled, but a little pressure would stop it up easily. He yanked at the sleeve of his shirt three times before it ripped free, then pulled it down over his hand and folded it into a small rectangle.

“Georgie.”

The boy stared, mouth opened so wide Dave thought he could have stuck both fists inside.

Dave pressed the pad to Davy’s head and waited for a response. None came, and he picked up the smaller boy and cradled him to his chest. “We’ll talk about this later,” he said. “Go get the dog from wherever you tied him. We’re going home.”

Georgie didn’t move until Dave took a step toward him; then he turned and ran through the grass, pine needles, and fallen leaves.

Clap clap clap.

Dave held the boy to him with his still-sleeved arm and kept the compress tight against his head with the other.

Davy, his Davy.

And only then did Dave realize what had happened. He’d gotten Davy, he’d replaced himself. His name had been Davy, and then Dave, but now it was neither. He was Hank Abbott. And he was Daddy.

Fifteen minutes after the intruder absconded with his son, Mike Pullman jerked on the bedroom floor and opened his eyes.

The lower portion of his face felt raw and broken, like he’d tried to eat a land mine. He reached for it, his finger pulling back once before he’d made contact and then a second time after a poke so gentle he wouldn’t normally have felt it at all.

Tonight, the soft touch was like a full-body tackle without pads or a helmet. He winced, and the movement of his head hurt him that much more.

In addition to the pain in his face, his hip throbbed where the lunatic had stuck him.

He tried to scream his son’s name despite the agony in his jaw and cheeks but couldn’t get past the first syllable. He flipped onto his hands and knees and finally wobbled to his feet.

He didn’t normally keep a phone in the bedroom, but he’d brought the cordless in from the living room the previous night while making pick-up plans with Libby; it was still here, lying on the bedside table and blinking red.

Low battery.

He tried walking to it, ended up going about forty-five degrees in the wrong direction, and stopped. On the second try, he made it to the phone.

He pressed the talk button with one hand and grabbed his hip with the other. He brought the phone close enough to hear the dial tone but not close enough that it made contact with his face.

Had to hurry before the battery went out on him. He dialed 9-1-1, a service they’d only recently gotten out here in the boonies, which was good because he had no idea what the local number for the sheriff’s department might be and didn’t want to have to bother with the operator. He waited for someone to pick up. Waited. And waited.

He collapsed on the bed before the woman’s voice came onto the line and dropped the phone on the bedspread beside him.

“—emergency—”

It was the only word he heard. “Hemp,” he said and then tried again: “Heelmp ee. Help—”

Beep. Beeb beeb.

The phone had gone dead. Mike thought he might as well have joined it.