Dismember

FIVE

Dave moved toward the small house. You might have called it a lumber if he hadn’t been so surefooted, so eerily quiet. He stepped over the discarded tennis ball and across a long length of garden hose that had all but disappeared beneath the tall grass like a scar beneath an untrimmed beard. He’d never come this close; on his previous visits, he’d kept to the woods, stayed hidden even during nighttime hours, when it would have been easy enough to spy on the boy and his mother through their drooping window curtains. The place was even shabbier than he’d realized. Scaly paint hung from the siding like loose, dead skin, and a ring of grass and dirt stains around the perimeter spoke of careless weed-whacking and untreated rain and snow damage. Dave climbed a pair of craggy steps to the back door. The weeds growing from the cracked concrete exemplified the home’s pitiful landscaping.

His own home wasn’t exactly a paradise, wasn’t really a home at all (over time he’d gone from thinking of it as a prison to considering it a sort of base of operations), but that was different. This house was meant for a family. Dave had no family. Not anymore. Not yet.

He pulled on the screen door first, spied a simple disengaged hook and eye closure and reached for the knob of the inner door, which was likewise unsecured.

He slipped inside. The knife in his right cargo pocket thunked against the doorframe, but the sound was faint, nearly inaudible even to Dave himself. His footsteps weren’t much louder. A two-person dinette set occupied a shadowy alcove on his left, the table covered in papers and bills, the front leg of one of the chairs splintered so badly it couldn’t possibly have supported an adult. From his place just inside the back door, he saw a sofa and one arm of a recliner in the adjoining living room, but he didn’t give any of those things much more than a casual glance. The dark-haired woman stood at the kitchen sink, not ten feet away, and he’d made it halfway to her before the muscles in her back so much as tensed.

She’d been washing her hands. The splashing faucet sprayed the dish-cluttered sink and most of the countertop around it. A worn washer ring. Dave could have fixed it in a couple of minutes.

The boy must have been somewhere deeper in the house, his bedroom or maybe a bathroom. Dave stopped in the center of the kitchen and watched the woman shut off the water and dry her hands on an incongruously fancy dishtowel. He hadn’t closed the door behind him—the wind blew it all the way open now, and it knocked against the wall with a single sharp tap.

Whether the woman was responding solely to that sound or had also somehow sensed his presence, Dave wasn’t sure, but he watched her spin toward him with ravenous anticipation. He’d never come so close to her, never seen her face from less than a hundred feet away. He’d sometimes wondered if she would be clear skinned and beautiful, or heavily wrinkled and haggish. Blue eyes or green? Brown? He almost licked his lips.

Her nose was a finely shaped wedge, pert with a pair of inconspicuous nostrils, like something out of a fairy tale, elfish. There had been fairy tales when he was very young. They were one of the things he remembered. One of the things he’d been allowed to remember.

If she had kept her mouth shut, Dave would have gone to her for a closer look at the perfect little nose, might even have given it a friendly kiss.

Instead, she screamed.

Her mouth might have been the entrance to a strange miniature cave, her teeth pale, blunt stalactites and stalagmites, her scream the shrill squeal of a million flitting bats. Startled, Dave almost took a step back, but a more basic instinct took quick control, and he stepped forward instead and punched her in the eye.

He’d meant only to shock her into silence, maybe knock her off balance a little so he could sweep in and steady her, soothe her, but his fist seemed to have the effect of something fired from a cannon, and she crumpled to the floor. Her head bounced twice on the cracked linoleum and then lolled. Dave heard footsteps and heavy breathing behind him and turned far enough around to see the boy, standing frozen in the doorway leading into the living room.

“Hello, Georgie.” Dave smiled at the boy and knelt on the floor beside the temporarily silent woman. “Don’t you worry about me and Mommy—we’re just having a little talk.”

The boy opened his mouth in an almost exact imitation of his mother, but the sound that came from his little cave was very different: a single short squeak like the hinge on a rusty gate. On the floor, the woman had come to and gotten herself up on her elbows.

“Run.” She didn’t scream it, just said it flatly, the way she might have told him to finish his broccoli.

“Hey now,” Dave said, “let’s not—”

The boy made a single clumsy move to the right, but Dave flew across the room in two giant steps and caught the kid by his slender bicep before the boy could do much more than shift his footing.

“Zach!” The woman scrambled on the floor, trying to get to her feet, but Dave had definitely done more damage than he’d intended—she got halfway up twice and fell back onto her rear end both times.

“I’m not going to hurt you,” Dave said to the boy, talking quickly, wanting to get the words out before the woman could stand, wanting him to understand. “I’m here to help you. I promise I’ll save you. I swear.”

The look the boy gave him might easily have been confused for fear, but Dave recognized it for what it must really have been: awe.

He led the kid into the kitchen, to the spot on the floor where his mother still lay squirming like a flipped turtle. “We’re all going to be all right now.”

On the floor, the woman said something Dave couldn’t quite hear.

“What’s that?”

“My husband.” She spit the word at him. “Husband…in the other room. We’ve got a gun. He’ll—”

Dave smiled and shook his head. “Oh, Mommy. We all three of us know that’s an outright lie.” He waggled his finger at her, still smiling. “If there was a husband,” he continued, “you wouldn’t need me here at all.”

The woman stared at him blankly for several long seconds and then turned to her son and repeated, “Run,” this time with a little more conviction.

Dave tightened his grip on the kid before he could think about obeying and frowned down at the woman. “I don’t think you understand what’s happening here,” he said.

From the way she looked back up at him, Dave wondered if maybe she really didn’t.

“It’s my birthday,” he said, shifting his gaze back and forth from mother to son, wanting to hug the both of them to his chest and weep into their hair. “Time to take my place. I’m going to make you whole.”

The woman shook her head. The boy went suddenly slack, and Dave had to look to make sure he hadn’t fainted. Except for his single squeak, the boy hadn’t made a sound. He wasn’t a mute, Dave knew. He’d heard him mumbling to himself in the back yard many times, eavesdropped as he called in to an imaginary airfield from the corner of his tree house while he pretended to pilot his way to earth, listened to him back-talking invisible foes between jump kicks and punches. He looked away from the kid. He’d talk when he was ready.

“I know you wish I could have got here sooner,” he said to the woman. “I’m sorry I couldn’t. I had things to do first. I needed to be ready.”

He let go of the boy and reached down to take the woman’s trembling hand. The flesh around her eye had already darkened and puffed. She squinted at him.

“It’s okay,” he said.

“Who—” She coughed, shook her head a little, and tried again. “Who the hell are you?” His fingers brushed against her knuckles, and she pulled her hand away as quickly as if she’d stuck it into a blazing fire.

Dave chuckled a little at this and leaned forward. He caught her fingers in his own and gave them a little squeeze. “You know who I am.”

She stared and didn’t try to pull her hand away again.

“I’m Daddy.”

Something behind him moved.

“Mom?” A soft voice, almost girly.

Dave looked over his shoulder, saw the boy backing toward the cabinets, and started to say something to him, but a sudden, stinging pain on the left side of Dave’s face cut him off. His hand darted to his cheek and came away covered in shiny red blood. The woman’s hand streaked up for another blow, but Dave caught it deftly in midair despite blurry vision and pain so agonizing he wanted to scream. She’d scratched his eyeball, but she hadn’t blinded him. Not quite. Blood slid over his lips and onto his chin. It sprayed across her face when he said, “Why would you do that?”

Her fingernails jutted from her hand like the talons of some wild animal, dripping his blood, the smallest of them broken off just above the cuticle but the rest still wickedly sharp and gleaming. He squeezed her wrist hard, heard breaking bones and squeezed even harder. The boy screamed now in a way that made it seem as if he’d been doing it all along. Dave let go of the woman long enough to punch her in the face again. This time, his fist connected with her perfect elf’s nose and drove it into her skull. Dave couldn’t hear the crunching cartilage over the boy’s continued shrieking, but he felt it. Her blood gushed across her cheek and mixed with the sprayed droplets of his own. He grabbed hold of her broken wrist again and used his other hand to reach into his cargo pocket.

He wouldn’t tolerate disrespect like that. No, sir. Not for one second. He wrapped his fingers around the rubbery grip and brought out the first of his weapons.

The woman opened her mouth. Beg, Dave thought, now she’ll beg. He would have. But when she spoke, she did so in a heavy gurgle that reminded Dave of a character he’d seen in a movie years before, a movie he could no longer quite remember, and she uttered just a single word.

“Rnnnnnn,” she said, both her good eye and her bad rolling into the back of her head. “Rrrnnnnn.” The word was no more articulate the second time. She coughed out a blood-tinted wad of phlegm and then screamed, “RUN!”

Behind him, Dave heard the back door slam. He ignored it. He knew where Georgie would run, and he could deal with him later.

He held the knife between her face and his own, twisted it through the air like a hypnotist trying to put her under. “I don’t know what kind of a relationship you think we’re gonna have,” he said to her, still spinning the knife, “but if you think I’ll let you act that way in front of our son, you’re dead wrong.”

She groaned and looked squarely into his eyes. “Fug you,” she said and spit into his throbbing eye.

Dave grabbed hold of her by the blouse with his free hand and lifted her to her feet. The movement momentarily sandwiched her broken wrist between the two of them, and she howled even after Dave had pushed her far enough away to relieve the pressure. Blood, spittle, and sweat dripped into a puddle on the floor between their feet.

“I was wrong about you,” Dave said. He wrapped his fist up so tightly in her shirt that two of its buttons popped off and fell into the mess on the floor. “I thought if the boy was right, you’d have to be right, too.”

He held the knife up again and contemplated the perfectly honed edge. “You’re not,” he said, looking back at her dripping face. He saw the fear in her eyes, but also the respect hiding somewhere deep behind. She was right to respect him. He’d earned it.

He pushed her to arm’s length with his clutching fist and jammed the hunting knife high into her midsection, just below her sternum. He twisted the blade once, forcefully, and then drew the knife down her abdomen to her pelvis. The mess of innards that came spilling across his hand felt warm and sticky and smelled like shit.

She hadn’t screamed again, this woman whose name Dave didn’t know, but when he pulled the knife free and stepped back from her, she did make a long guttural sound in the back of her throat. Dave thought she would vomit, but instead she let loose a strange kind of snort that clouded the air around her face with a faint pink mist.

The woman dropped to her knees and slid a little on the newly expanded mess. She clutched feebly at her eviscerated organs but succeeded less in reclaiming them than in tearing them to shreds with those razor-blade fingernails. Dave watched her struggle. This wasn’t quite the same as gutting a deer or a rabbit, where the thing was dead before you did your slicing and dicing. He stepped to the woman, grabbed hold of her hair, and wrenched her head back until she was staring up past his face and at the ceiling. She grabbed the cuff of his shirt with one of her wet hands, but then lost hold and slid again in the mound of her intestines.

Dave swung the knife, cut halfway through her neck, pulled the weapon free and swung again. This time it came out dripping on the other side, and the woman finally dropped dead to the floor.

Backing away from the carnage, Dave looked down at himself. Christ. He’d ruined his clothes. That would teach him not to change into his good duds before he knew for sure the bloodshed had ended. Wishful thinking, he supposed. He wiped the dirty blade on his already soiled pant leg and deposited it back into his cargo pocket.

He had been stupid to take the woman for granted. He saw that now. He’d been too focused on the boy, too single-minded. In the end, he guessed, this had all turned out for the better. A boy couldn’t grow up with such a disobedient harpy for a mother. Dave had come to save the boy; he hadn’t realized until now just how much he would be saving him from.

He moved to the counter beside the sink and picked up the towel on which the woman had dried her hands for the last time. He swabbed the bulk of the blood from his hands and then rubbed at his face. The claw marks on his eye and cheek burned, one spot in particular near the corner of his mouth. He probed tenderly at the area with his fingertips and found something small and hard buried in his flesh. He pulled it free. Round at one end, jagged at the other, painted a subtle white: the woman’s missing fingernail. He dropped it to the floor and used the towel to stop up the freshly welling blood.

There was no sense in getting completely cleaned up yet—that would have to wait until after he’d secured the boy—but he wanted to clear off at least the runny stuff. The feel of the stinking gore dripping down his face and neck sickened him. It felt like he’d been sprayed by a dying skunk. He ran his hands across his face one last time, decided he’d done what he could for now, and dropped the crusty towel on the floor beside the body.

Before he left, he found a clean towel in one of the drawers and laid it on the counter where the old one had been. Perfect.

His footsteps echoed through the stillness as he left the kitchen, so much louder now than when he’d padded his way inside. He passed the questionable dinette without paying it any attention and let himself out the back door. Behind him, a line of red footprints led directly from the body to the exit, showing no deviation and no hesitation.

He stepped over the garden hose again, passed by the tennis ball and strode toward the woods, where he’d hid less than fifteen minutes before. The fork-trunked oak was the largest tree on the property, its lower limbs wide enough around that they nearly could have been trees of their own. Dave had never had a tree house himself and hadn’t seen enough of them in his life to fairly rate this one, but he could say with a hundred percent certainty that, as a kid, he would have given just about anything for this sort of hideaway. He could just imagine sitting in the shadows of a hundred breeze-blown leaves, sniffing the fresh air and listening to the birdsongs. It would be heaven to a nature-loving kid. Or at least it would have been to Davy. Maybe still would.

Except if Dave had built himself such a getaway, he never would have made the same mistake the maker of this particular one had: he wouldn’t have made it adult accessible.

Standing with one foot on the ground and the other on an exposed root, he gripped the rung closest in height to his chest in both hands and yanked at it with all his might. It didn’t budge. Holding on to the next highest one, he did a partial pull-up, not quite enough to get his chin over the board but enough to test whether it would hold his weight. Solid. He stepped onto the first rung and climbed.

The ladder didn’t lead straight up the trunk but spiraled around it instead. Knots and branches occasionally provided natural, supplemental footholds. Dave eased his way up, eyes on the hatch in the fort’s floor, constantly expecting one of the rungs to break off in his hands or splinter beneath his scrambling feet despite their apparent sturdiness. He winked his scratched eye every ten or fifteen seconds, trying to keep it moist and fend off the worst of the pain. By the time he got his head through the access hole, he was sweating. The wounds on his face throbbed in time with his heartbeat, and a series of tears dripped from his injured eye down the side of his nose and across his pressed lips.

If Dave hadn’t slipped a little at the last second, the rock would have hit him square in the teeth. Fortunately for him, he did and it didn’t. His head dropped just beneath the platform’s surface not half a second before the stone went sailing by, and he listened while it crashed through tree limbs and into the underbrush below. Rather than wait for another rock, he lunged up and into the tree house. The boy sat in the corner with his arm flopped out in front of him.

“Trying to bean me?” Dave said, pushing himself into a sitting position, not wanting to advance any farther until the boy seemed ready for him to do so.

“I—”

Dave waved a hand unconcernedly and forced out a little laugh. “Forget it. Georgie would have done the same thing.”

The kid said nothing. He looked away from Dave and over the edge of the platform. Thinking about a jump, Dave figured. The fall might leave him with a broken leg or a fractured skull, but it was a reasonable consideration. Dave wouldn’t have blamed him a bit. He remembered the way the kid had looked coming down from this tree earlier, like a bird gliding to earth. After such a display, it wouldn’t have surprised him much if the boy hit the ground running or flew off through the trees like a whooping crane.

He pulled another toothpick from his breast pocket and flipped it into his mouth. He wasn’t sure where he’d lost the first one, but it didn’t especially matter. He had plenty. He looked for a replacement twig while he waited to see what the kid would do.

After what must have been a full minute, the boy looked back up at Dave and slumped. It was perhaps the most physical and obvious act of surrender Dave had ever seen, and done without a single spoken word—but Dave wasn’t about to let down his guard. He’d seen plenty of opossum, had played it once or twice himself.

“You know,” Dave said after plucking the pick from his mouth, “that rock near knocked my head off. You ever play much ball?” He closed his good eye, saw the world momentarily through a watery haze.

The kid looked at the weathered boards between his legs.

“Georgie never played except for a year of tee-ball. Would it be all right if I called you Georgie?”

No response, but the boy did take another quick peek over the edge. Dave had to admire his pluck.

He started to reinsert the toothpick, then jammed it into the crease of his ear instead and folded his hands in his lap. “There’s something I guess you ought to know.” He waited for the boy to look at him but finally continued when he didn’t. “That woman inside there.” He nodded his head toward the house, though the boy still wouldn’t look. “I guess she’s dead.”

Finally, some life from the boy. His head jerked up, and the muscles in his body flexed and jumped. His eyes bore into Dave, showing first anger, then fear, and finally misery, the transitions between each lasting for only a blink apiece. The kid had gone from slack into an almost immediate hunch and now resembled a field cat ready to pounce. Dave didn’t move or react. He knew better than to show any fear.

“You—” The boy was almost shaking. “You lie.”

“Nope.” Dave shook his head once, slowly, to the left and then back to center. “I stuck her with a knife.” Dave pulled out the front of his shirt and looked from it back to the boy, saying here’s the evidence without saying anything. “But there’s something else.”

“No.” He shook his head, twitched a little, and shook his head again.

“There’s something else,” Dave repeated. “She wasn’t your mommy any more than she was my missus.” He took the toothpick from his ear. “She was a liar, Georgie, and she was all wrong.” He popped in the unchewed end and chomped down.

The boy changed position a little, got his feet behind him. No longer a hunched cat; now a sprinter waiting for the flat crack of the starting gun. “You’re lying,” he said in a voice much deeper and manlier than the one he’d used in the kitchen.

“Nope. Daddies shouldn’t ever lie to their boys. But I promise you this: we’ll find you your rightful mommy. I will make things right.”

On some level, he’d expected what happened next all along. The boy charged. Dave scooted sideways at the last second and reached out a hand. If he hadn’t moved quickly enough, the kid would undoubtedly have toppled over the railing and onto the forest floor below. Might even have brained himself on the very rock he’d tried throwing at Dave. Instead, Dave wrapped his hand around one of the boy’s flailing ankles and held on tight.

The boy flew forward, not getting his hands out in front of him in time, hitting the two-by-four guardrail forehead first before dropping with a groan to the platform beside Dave. The crack of wood came at some point during the commotion, but Dave couldn’t pick out exactly when it happened or where the sound originated. It could have been the rail or one of the floorboards beneath them, or even one of the supporting tree limbs. Regardless, Dave wanted to get them down from there as soon as possible. He flipped the boy onto his back and pushed his hair away to examine the damage.

The abrasion just above the left eye looked bad but not dangerously so. The kid (Georgie, Dave thought, he’s Georgie now) had his eyes closed and wasn’t moving, but Dave felt his heartbeat and saw the rise and fall of his chest. Just stunned, more than likely. Dave got onto his hands and knees, moved to the hole, dropped down to the first rung and dragged the child after him. Gritting his teeth, he wiped a fresh bout of tears from his tortured eye. He climbed down far enough to give himself some room and pulled Georgie onto his shoulder, crumpling a little at the added weight but able, just barely, to manage the load and keep hold of the tree at the same time. He spit his toothpick past the trunk, took a deep breath, and began the arduous descent.