Private Rogue

Chapter 43

Everything was on fire and I could hear my buddies screaming. I was standing by the wreckage of my Sea Knight, watching it burn, reeling from the horror of the situation, desperate to run in and save more of the men whose lives I was responsible for.

Then the horror was gone and I was being shaken awake by the co-pilot of the Gulfstream.

“Mr. Morgan, we’re coming in to land, sir.”

“Thank you,” I said, my heart rate beginning to calm.

He went back to the cockpit and I took advantage of the copious space to stretch my arms and legs. I hadn’t been troubled by that particular nightmare for some time. It used to be a regular specter, and for years I felt as though I was living two lives. One in the present, the other trapped in the nightmares of my past. Like many veterans, I carried the trauma of battle in my unseen wounds, but time had healed the worst of them so I was surprised to be reliving the old horror again, but maybe I shouldn’t have been. This was where my military career had ended: Afghanistan. Maybe that’s why I’d been eager to return. Perhaps there was something I needed to lay to rest here.

I looked out of the window and saw the chaotic city of Kabul spread out in the sunshine. Ancient buildings mixed with new. The roads were crowded with livestock, bicycles, motorbikes, trucks, buses, a cavalcade of vehicles of all ages, shapes and sizes, playing a city-wide game of Dodgem. This was a country that had spent over one hundred years locked in war with an ever-changing roster of enemies, but from the air there were few signs of the scars the country bore.

We landed without incident and taxied to a stand away from the main terminal. I thanked the pilots and walked down the airstairs where I was met by an Afghan immigration official. He eyed two figures who stood nearby. His wary demeanor suggested he’d had a run-in with them. While he watched them nervously, I grinned at the pair. I should have known they would come. Looking back at me with mischievous grins on their faces were Dinara Orlova and Feodor Arapov, the huge bear of a man who’d been of considerable help during the investigation into Karl Parker’s murder and everything that followed. Dinara’s cascade of long brown hair was today bunched beneath a woolen hat, and her athletic figure was concealed by a thick long coat. Feodor had bushy brown hair and a thick, matching beard, natural insulation against the cold. He wasn’t wearing a coat but relied on a heavy-duty pullover to protect him from the elements.

The immigration official stamped my passport and welcomed me into the country before retreating to an airport cart and taking off for the terminal. I walked over to Dinara and Feo.

“What did you say to that guy?” I asked.

“I told him I would crush him if he gave you any trouble,” Feo replied.

I smiled and shook my head. “I thought you were going to send a team.”

“And miss the opportunity to return to this beautiful country?” Dinara replied.

I couldn’t tell whether she was being sarcastic, but got the feeling it was a genuine remark. I knew she’d spent time in Afghanistan when she’d worked for the FSB.

I hugged her warmly and immediately found myself taken back to the night I’d almost confused my personal and professional feelings for her. I smiled awkwardly as we parted, and thought I could see her blush slightly.

“I’m glad you’re here,” I told her.

“And what about me, American?” Feo asked. “Are you glad I’m here?”

“Of course, Feodor Arapov. Who wouldn’t be glad to see you?”

“I’ll tell you who,” he said, leaning forward conspiratorially. “Bad guys. That’s who.”

He pulled me into a bear hug. “But you are not a bad guy,” he said as he squeezed the breath out of me.

I stepped back and looked at them expectantly.

“Do we have a car?” I asked.

“A car?” Feo boomed. “What use is a car in the Hindu Kush in winter?”

“That’s our ride,” Dinara said, pointing at a Bell 429 GlobalRanger a few stands away. “We chartered it for the week. I assume that’s OK.”

I nodded. “That’s more than OK.”

“Good,” Feo said. “Then let’s go. I hear you are a pilot.”

“I haven’t flown for a while,” I replied.

“Oh, no,” Feo countered. “You are not flying. I just wanted to know whether you would have the expertise to appreciate real artistry in the sky.”

“Feo was once a police pilot,” Dinara explained.

“I was the police pilot,” he added.

He patted me on the back and set off for the aircraft.

I looked at Dinara and grinned. “He’s not short of confidence.”

“He’s Russian to his bones,” she replied, as though that explained everything. “We’ve got clothes and supplies on board.”

I nodded and followed her to the GlobalRanger. Within minutes Feo had cleared us with the tower and we were airborne, heading for the Osprey crash site, deep in Nuristan.