Gym class
is supposed to be about balls:
volleyballs, basketballs, softballs,
soccer balls—sometimes sit-ups
and always sweat.
But today Mr. Lane tells
us not to dress out.
He’s standing in front of the class,
a dummy laid out on the floor,
plastic, faceless, torso cut in half.
I’m not paying attention
to anything he’s saying
or to the dummy
because
I’m watching Jordan pass notes
to Miss Sweet Tea. And I
wonder what’s in the notes.
Josh, why don’t you come up
and assist me.
What? Huh?
The class snickers,
and before I know it
I’m tilting the dummy’s head back,
pinching his nose,
blowing in his mouth,
and pumping his chest
thirty times.
All the while
thinking that if life is really fair
one day I’ll be the one
writing notes to some sweet girl
and JB will have to squash his lips
on some dummy’s sweaty mouth.