Grand Haven, Michigan
Sara
Something awoke Sara Randhurst from deep, intoxicated sleep.
She peeked an eye open, confused, her bleary eyes focusing on the clock radio next to the bed.
3:15am.
Without thinking, she grabbed the glass next to it, raising her head and gulping down the melted ice, savoring the faint flavor of Southern Comfort.
Okay. Focus, Sara. Why am I awake?
She had no idea. In fact, she had no memory of how she’d gotten into bed. The very last thing she remembered was…
Was what?
FedEx. The damned letter from the bank. Then opening up the bottle and crawling inside.
She snorted.
Sure. Blame the bank. As if I need another excuse to drink.
A banging sound startled Sara, making her yelp.
The door.
Who could be at the door?
She thought, fleetingly, about the letter. Could they be kicking her out now? In the middle of the night? Weren’t there laws against that?
Sara immediately dismissed the idea. Tipsy as she still was, she knew banks didn’t foreclose at three in the morning.
That left… who?
Sara had no family that would be visiting. The only people who still cared about her, Tyrone and Cindy, had moved to LA years ago. The last contact she’d had with them had been a Christmas card this past year. Or maybe the year before. The holidays all blended together.
Another knock. Loud and urgent.
Sara flipped on the bedroom light. Her eyes were automatically drawn to Jack’s empty crib in the corner of the bedroom, a blanket draped over the top because she couldn’t bear to look at it. At the same time couldn’t bear to throw it away. The blanket looked like a shroud.
Then she searched around for the bottle of SoCo, hoping she’d brought it into the bedroom with her. Sara found it, on the floor.
Empty.
Shit. That was the last one.
One more bang on the door. The big bad wolf, trying to blow the house down. Or in this case, the trailer.
Fuck him. There were scarier things than wolves.
Much scarier things.
Sara pawed at the nightstand drawer, pulling it open, digging through magazines for the snub nosed .38 she kept there. A gift from Tyrone. Not registered, but it wasn’t like she could get into any more trouble than she already was in.
But the gun wasn’t there. Sara had a fleeting recollection of being at the kitchen table, crying and drunk, the gun in her mouth.
Shit. I left it in the kitchenette.
Funny, how she routinely contemplated suicide, yet now that her life might actually be threatened she wanted the gun for protection.
Maybe she had some fight in her after all.
Sara gripped the bottle by the neck, holding it like a club, and eased her feet out of bed. She stood up, wobbly, but a pro at walking under the influence. Two steps and she was to the bedroom door. Two more and she was next to the bathroom.
Movement, to her right, and Sara screamed and swung, the bottle connecting with the mirror hanging on the bathroom door.
It spiderwebbed with a tinkling crunch, and Sara saw herself in a dozen different triangles, hair wild, eyes red, wearing a dirty sweatshirt crusted with old shrimp chow mien that she’s apparently eaten while drunk. Once upon a time, she’d been clean and pretty. Looking at herself now, Sara guessed homeless shelters would turn her away for being too gross.
Another knock, so close it felt like a full-body blow. The SoCo bottle had survived the impact with the mirror, and she clutched the neck even tighter as she made her decision.
There is no way in hell I’m answering that door.
Instead she backed away, turning in the other direction, heading for the phone on the wall. Right before she snatched up the receiver, it rang.
Sara stared, the lump in her throat making it impossible to draw a breath. She remembered the fear she’d felt on the island, and the same sick, familiar feeling spread over her.
Terror.
Pure, paralyzing terror.
Hand shaking so badly it looked like a palsy, Sara’s finger hovered over the speakerphone button.
The phone rang again, making her whimper.
Do I press it?
Do I?
She jabbed at it, hitting the wrong key. Then she tried again.
The speakerphone hissed at her, and a deep male voice barked, “Open the door, Sara.”
Sara wet her sweatpants.