Outside of Charleston, South Carolina
Sara
“Do something, Frank,” Sara said. “It’s suffering.”
They were staring at the side of the road. On the asphalt, in the middle of a small spattering of blood, a cardinal was twitching its broken wing.
“It’s dead, Sara. That’s just a reflex. It hit our windshield going over seventy miles an hour.”
“Are you sure.”
“Yes yes yes. But if this makes you feel better…”
Sara looked away as Frank stomped hard on the cardinal with a sickening crack.
She immediately dug her hand into her purse, locking her fingers around one of the miniature bottles of Southern Comfort. Her buzz was wearing off, and the situation wasn’t improving. They’d tried calling for another cab, but none would take them to the Butler House. Frank was in favor of going back to the airport and renting a car, but their bags were in the cab’s trunk, which wouldn’t open. After hitting the bird, the car swerved off the road and the tail end smacked into a tree. They had to wait for the tow truck driver to arrive with tools to open the back.
Just one sip. To make the fear go away.
She released the bottle. Sara knew she used alcohol to cope. But she refused to believe she was dependent on it. Also, she was starting to like the odd, soft-spoken Dr. Belgium, and wanted to stay relatively clear-headed because she enjoyed his company.
It had been a long time since she enjoyed anyone’s company. After what happened on Plincer’s Island, Sara was certain she’d never trust a man again. But there was something about Frank that was, well… frank. He seemed kind, sincere, and even kind of cute. She didn’t even mind the odd way he spoke, repeating words.
But most important of all, he made Sara feel safe. If she’d been alone in the cab when they hit the cardinal, she would have been hysterical and drinking SoCo like water. But Frank’s presence soothed her. Maybe because he lived through a hellish experience, like she had. Or maybe it was just chemistry.
Sara took her hand out of her purse, and tried to seem nonchalant about it when she placed it in Frank’s. He glanced at her, his eyes widening. But his fingers clasped softly around hers, and all thoughts of drinking slipped from Sara’s mind.
“Thanks for doing that,” she said.
“I could, um, step on it a few more times, if you want.”
“That’s okay. This is really forward of me, Frank, but are you seeing anyone?”
“No. I haven’t… I… it’s been a very long time, Sara.”
“For me, too.”
As Sara stared at him, it occurred to her she’d forgotten how to flirt. She wondered how she looked, no make-up, hair probably a fright. She also wondered how Frank would react to the fact she had a child. Sara hadn’t tried to date anyone recently, but she guessed most men wouldn’t be interested in a pre-made family.
“I have a son,” she blurted out. “Jack. Would you like to see a picture?”
She watched his eyes, searching for any hint of rejection.
“Of course,” he said.
Sara reached into her purse with her free hand, took out her wallet. The only picture in it was of Jack, in his high chair, smiling and eating strained peaches.
“He’s adorable. And his father?”
Sara shook her head.
“I don’t mean to pry, but that painting on the wall behind him,” Frank said. “Is that Van Gogh’s Portrait of a Woman in Blue?”
“It’s a fake. Long story. I thought it was real. But the real one is in a museum in Amsterdam.”
“I’d like to hear that story someday.”
“I’d like to tell it someday. Maybe when we’re done with the weekend. Where do you live, Frank?”
“Pittsburgh. You?”
“Michigan. Near the coast.”
“Which coast?” Frank asked, holding up his left hand with his fingers together and his thumb slightly out.
Sara smiled. Because Michigan looked like a mitten, that was how residents showed where they lived. She touched the base of his index finger.
“So who is taking care of Jack while Mom is off visiting haunted houses?”
“After… what happened to me, I was having some trouble coping. Jack was taken by social services. I haven’t seen him in six months.”
“I’m sorry.” Frank gave her hand a squeeze. “I can’t even imagine what that must be like.”
“That’s why I’m here. If I get the money, I can hire a lawyer, get my son back.”
“Are you well enough to care for him?”
The question pinned Sara there as surely as if she’d been staked to the ground. Was she well enough? Her recent behavior didn’t indicate she was. If anything, she’d gotten worse since they took Jack away.
So how do I respond? Bravado? Lie so I don’t look like a bad person?
Or the truth?
Frank seemed patient. Understanding. Sara didn’t know if anything would become of this chance meeting, but she didn’t want to start their relationship with lies. Even if it made her look weak.
“I don’t think I am well enough, Frank. But right now, my hope is gone, because it isn’t possible to get him back. If I had some hope again, I think I could pull myself together.”
Frank nodded, slowly. “I don’t know you at all. But—and this is odd—I I I feel I do. You remind me of a woman I know named Sunshine Jones.”
Sara raised an eyebrow. “Former girlfriend?”
“No. I worked with her, every day, and never had a chance to tell her how much I thought of her. Bright. Tough. Pretty. She had this indefatigable spirit. I think you do, too.”
“That’s kind of you to say.”
“I wouldn’t say it if I didn’t believe it.”
“What happened to Ms. Jones?”
“She married someone else. It was best. He’s a good man. But I always wonder what might have happened if I just just just… tried.”
“Sometimes trying is the hardest thing in the world.”
“I know a little something about hope, Sara. But I don’t think you’ve given up yet. I think you’ve just been kicked really hard.”
Sara really wished that was true. “Why do you think that, Frank?”
“Because I’ve been kicked pretty hard, too.”
She moved a little closer to him, trying to read his eyes. Frank Belgium had the kindest eyes Sara had ever seen.
Then a car pulled up next to them, and a guy yelled through the window.
“Everyone okay?”
“Yeah,” the cabbie said. He was leaning up against the crumpled trunk of the car, smoking a cheap stogie.
“Does anyone need any help?”
“No no no,” Frank said, smiling at Sara. “We’re doing fine.”
The man began to pull away when Sara yelled, “Wait!”
The car stopped, then backed up.
“Do you have a crowbar?” Sara asked.
“It’s a rental. There’s probably one.”
“Our luggage is stuck in the trunk. Can you give us a hand?”
He continued backing up until he was behind them, then pulled over to the side of the road. When he exited the vehicle, Sara saw he was tall, over six feet, moderate build with longish light brown hair streaked with gray. He opened his trunk, poked around for a bit, and found a crowbar.
The taxi driver spat on the street. “Hey buddy, you touch my cab with that, I’ll call the police.”
“I am the police,” the man said, producing a badge.
The cabbie shrugged.
“Thanks so much,” Frank said. “Several cars have passed, but you’re the first one to stop.”
“What happened?”
“Bird flew into the windshield.”
The cop eyed the dented trunk. “Must have been one helluva bird.”
“I’m Frank,” he offered his hand, which the cop shook. “This is Sara.”
“Tom. Nice to meet you both.”
Tom pressed the flat end of the crowbar between the trunk lid and the fender, and gave it a fierce twist. It instantly popped open.
“Thanks, Tom.” Sara reached into the grab her bag, grateful it was dry. She had two more bottles of Southern Comfort in it, and a leak would have been both embarrassing, and worrying. If she was going to be involved with a fear experiment, she wanted to have liquor nearby.
“I know it’s a lot to ask,” Frank said. “But would you mind taking us back to the airport to rent a car? I’ll pay you for your time.”
“I’m kind of running late,” Tom said. “Can’t you call a cab?”
“We’re going to a place cabs are afraid to go,” Sara chimed in. “It’s called Butler House.”
“In Solidarity?”
“You know it?” Frank asked.
“No. But that’s where I’m headed. Some kind of fear study.”
“So are we,” Frank said. “Would you mind if we tagged along?”
“Not at all.”
“Sara?” Frank turned to her.
She really liked that he asked her opinion. “Can I see your badge again?”
Tom offered his star.
“Chicago,” she said.
“The Windy City. I’m a detective.”
Frank appraised him. “Did anyone ever tell you that you look like Thomas Jefferson?”
“I may have heard that once or twice. You guys coming along?”
Sara handed his badge back. “Thanks, Tom. I think we will.”
Tom held out his hand to take Sara’s bag, and he placed it and Frank’s in his trunk along with the crowbar.
“Would you like the front front front seat, Sara?” Frank asked.
He was doing the nice thing by offering, but still looked slightly disappointed. Sara thought it was adorable.
“Thank you, Frank. But would it be okay if I sat in the back with you?”
Frank nodded several times in rapid succession. “Of course.”
Sara looked at Tom’s rental car. It was a compact. Which meant it would be cramped in the back.
She was looking forward to it.
Deb
“You gotta be fucking me with a wet noodle.”
The woman in the rental car line ahead of Deb and Mal had pink and green hair, a mouth that would make a trucker blush, and an apparent problem with her credit card.
“I ran the card twice, Ms. Draper. I’m sorry, but I’m going to have to ask you to get out of line.”
“I’ve got a five hundred dollar limit on that goddamn card, pencil dick. And a zero fucking balance. The car is only fifty bucks a day, and I’m returning it tomorrow.”
“The deposit is five hundred dollars, Ms. Draper. Unfortunately, that maxes out your credit card and leaves you nothing to pay for the rental.”
Deb felt bad for the woman. She’d been in a situation like that before.
“I’ve only got thirty bucks on me. I’m running cash poor today. Can’t you help a fucking lady out?”
“I’m sorry, Ms. Draper.”
“I’ll blow you.”
The clerk did a double-take. “Excuse me?”
“I’ll take you in the guy’s shitter and suck your Slim Jim if you get me this car.”
“Uh… as romantic as that sounds, I’m married.”
“Which probably means you need head more than most.”
Mal, who had been sullen and inconsolable on the airplane, actually snickered at that and gave Deb a nudge.
She whispered to Mal, smiling. “What? I give you head all the time.”
“Once a week is not all the time, Deb,” he whispered back.
“If it were up to you, it would be every two hours.”
The rental car clerk raised his voice. “If you don’t leave the line right now, Ms. Draper, I’m calling airport security.”
Ms. Draper was seemingly unperturbed. “If you’re shy because you have a micropenis, don’t be. I’ve seen all types. It actually makes it easier for me to deep throat. And if you got a problem getting it up, I can stick my finger up your ass, work that prostate.”
The rental car guy reached for the phone on the counter.
“You know what, assbag?” Ms. Draper said. “Tomorrow I’m going to be a million dollars richer. And I’m going to buy your goddamn little car rental business here, and make you clean toilets with your tongue for six bucks an hour.”
She threw up her hands in a dismissive matter and spun around, facing Mal and Deb.
Several things flashed through Deb’s mind at once. The first was Draper’s million dollar comment. Obviously she had been invited to Butler House as well. The second was that this green and pink haired woman had pocked scars covering her face, as if she’d had a severe case of acne as a teen. But these also covered her neck, and as Deb’s eyes travelled down her low-cut blouse, her cleavage as well.
Those weren’t acne scars. They were man-made.
“Enjoy the show?” she asked Deb, a sneer on her face.
“Very much so,” Deb replied. “You want to ride with us? We’re heading to Butler House.”
The woman raised an eyebrow. “No shit. Really?”
“Sure,” Mal said. “And you don’t have to suck my Slim Jim.”
“But if you want to stick your finger up his ass,” Deb said, “be my guest.”
“Please don’t stick your finger up my ass,” her husband said. “I’m cool.”
Ms. Draper eyed each of them up and down, apparently taking notice of Deb’s prosthetic legs and Mal’s rubber hand. Then she smiled.
“I’m Moni Draper. Pleased ta meetcha both.”
There was a round of hand shaking, and Mal approached the clerk at the desk.
“Would you really have blown the rental car guy?” Deb asked.
“Girlfriend, I’ve done a lot more for a lot less, back when I was strung out.” She dug into her shoulder bag and took out a pack of cigarettes, even though there were No Smoking signs posted everywhere throughout the airport. She lit up with one of those jet lighters, where the flame was blue-green and hissed. Deb noticed her hands were also covered with pock marks.
“So what do you do?” Moni asked.
“I’m an athlete.”
“With no legs? No shit. Good for you, babe. What sport?”
“Marathons. Triathlons.”
“You can make money like that?”
“I’ve got sponsors,” Deb answered.
“Wait a sec. Were you that bitch in that energy drink commercial?”
Moni used the word bitch like she used the word babe, with obvious affection.
“That was a while ago.”
“I used to drink that stuff all the time. I remember you, on that bicycle and shit. In those cute little biking pants.”
Deb still had those biking pants, and they were, indeed, cute.
“What do you do?” Deb asked.
“Model.”
Deb wasn’t sure what to say to that, then Moni winked.
“Kidding, of course. I’m actually an escort. Topping. Domme stuff.”
“Like a prostitute?”
“Back in the day I was. Streetwalker. But I had a close encounter with a maniac who cut me up pretty good, as you can plainly see. So now I only do in house calls to select clients. The scars are actually a plus, because they make me look scarier.”
“So a domme is a dominatrix?”
“You betcha. Money is better, and I don’t have to fuck them.”
Deb was curious. “So what do you actually do to guys if you aren’t sleeping with them?
“All kinds of crazy shit. Tie ‘em up. Slap them around. Spank them. Make them lick my boots. Pee on them. Figging.”
“Figging?”
“You don’t want to know. Point is, I’m in control, the bottoms love it, and the money is good. At least, it used to be good. I’ve been semi-retired for a while.” Moni took a big draw on her cigarette, then blew the smoke out of her nostrils. “Went back to school. But I’m almost out of money, and I figured I’d have to start scheduling clients again. Then I got the invite to this fear thing, and I was like, holy shit, I finally got a lucky break. Hopefully I’ll never have to fig a guy again.”
“You have to tell me what figging is.”
Moni grinned and winked. “Trust me. You’re better off not knowing.”
Mal motioned for them to follow him, and they were led to the parking garage and a mid-size sedan. The clerk made a concentrated effort to ignore Moni. Deb, however, was really starting to like the woman. The incident at the restaurant back in Pittsburgh had really rattled her. But Moni was getting Deb’s mind off of that, and also helping break the tension between her and Mal. Deb knew her husband was going on this trip for her, and didn’t think any good could come from it. What Mal didn’t understand was that Deb needed to do something, anything, because it beat doing nothing. Even if it didn’t work, it was worth a try.
“So you can run with those fake legs on?” Moni asked.
“Not well. These are my walking legs. I’ve got a different pair for running.”
“Cool. And your husband, does he have different hands too?”
“Mal just has the cosmetic hand. It isn’t functional. It’s just for show.”
“But they have functional ones. I’ve got a client, a real live private eye, he’s missing a hand. He can break a beer bottle with his fake one. Also, it vibrates.”
Deb shot Moni a that’s bullshit look. “Seriously?”
“Variable speeds and everything. The guy is a bit of a nut, but that fake hand is something every man should have. Make your hubby buy one.”
Mal never bought a mechanical prosthesis. He felt it would be a constant reminder of what he no longer had. Instead, he tried to pretend that his entire left arm no longer existed.
“Thank you very much, Mr. Deiter,” the clerk said after having Mal walk around the car and signing the agreement stating it had no damage. “Enjoy your stay in Charleston.”
“Oh, we’re not staying in Charleston. We’re going to Solidarity.”
“Not… Butler House?” The clerk’s voice had gone up an octave.
Mal didn’t answer, and Deb knew why. When they’d called to confirm their attendance, the recording said informing others about the experiment would disqualify them.
“What’s Butler House?” Mal asked, obviously playing dumb.
“It’s… it’s the most evil place on earth. Whatever you do, stay away from that house, Mr. Deiter. And may God go with you.”
The clerk did a quick about-face and rushed past Deb and Moni, in a sudden and unwarranted hurry. Deb watched the man as he passed, and the expression on his face was pure fear.
He looked like he’d just seen a ghost.
Tom
The private driveway leading up to Butler House wasn’t paved, and Tom almost missed the turn because the entrance was overgrown with brush. Only a sign reading 683 AUBURN ROAD, hanging on a wooden post mostly obscured by vines, gave any indication there was a road there.
“We’re about to get bumpy,” he told Frank and Sara as he pulled the car off the paved street and onto a dirt trail.
Bumpy was an understatement. Ten yards into the woods, Tom realized he should have rented something with all-wheel drive. First they hit a ditch that made their undercarriage scrape against the ground, then the car almost got stuck on a mound of dirt, Tom having to gun the engine before the tires gained traction.
The pair in the back seemed to be enjoying themselves, the rough terrain giving them an excuse to bump into each other. During the car ride, Tom had ascertained they’d just met, but they seemed to be hitting it off very well. The Dutch courage he smelled on their breath might have been one of the reasons for that, but Tom also felt strangely comfortable with the duo. Tom remembered meeting Joan, and at the same time he’d also met two guys named Abe and Bert. Tom still spoke with Bert regularly, and he and Bert visited Abe in the hospital six months ago. Abe, a used car salesmen, had sold a clunker to a man who was unhappy with his purchase, and even unhappier with Abe’s refund policy. The guy had expressed his displeasure by chasing Abe around the car lot with a baseball bat and ultimately breaking his leg.
When he’d met Bert, Abe, and to some extent, Joan, there had been a familiarity there that was unusual. Akin to going to a high school reunion and seeing people you hadn’t seen in twenty years. But he hadn’t met Abe, Bert, or Joan before, just like he hadn’t met Frank and Sara. Yet Tom felt immediately comfortable around them. Like they were destined to be friends.
It might have had to do with shared experiences. Like Tom, both Frank and Sara had apparently lived through something awful. So even though they each came from different walks of life—a homicide cop, a counselor for wayward teens, and a molecular biologist—they were still birds of a feather.
Tom drove through the thicket, which then opened up into marshland, acres of cattails in all directions. The mild wind blowing made them sway, like waves rolling across a brown and green sea. The effect was weirdly hypnotic, made even more so because some of the cattail spikes—thick tubes on the top of each stalk that resembled cigars—had begun to seed, turning them into white tufts. Like dandelions, the white seeds floated on the breeze, giving the appearance of a snow flurry. It made Tom feel eerie, and somehow alone. Even the duo in back, who’d spent a majority of the car ride gabbing, went silent at the spectacle.
“This is… creepy,” Sara finally said.
“I don’t believe in a netherworld,” Belgium said. “But if one exists, this is how I picture it.”
They drove more than a kilometer through the undulating plants, and then things got creepier when Butler House came into view.
It seemed to rise up out of the cattails, looking both incongruous to its surroundings, and also as if it had been there since time began. Gray, sprawling, and decrepit, it might have once been regal, but now appeared way past its prime. Even from the distance, Tom could sense its decay. The roof seemed to slump in the center. The walls looked slightly crooked. The entire house appeared to lean to the left, ready to collapse during the next big storm. Which, judging by the ominous gray clouds overhead, could be any minute.
When they got within a hundred meters of the house, Tom saw a small guard station, no bigger than a porta-potty, and a steel gate barring the path. As Tom approached, a man in a suit and tie came out of the tiny building and held up his hand to stop them. He wore sunglasses, even though it was overcast, and Tom saw a glimpse of a shoulder holster beneath his jacket.
Tom stopped next to him and rolled down the window. He immediately wrinkled his nose. The air stank of sour, like carnations going bad.
“IDs,” the guard said.
Everyone fished out their driver’s licenses, and when Tom collected all three he passed them over. The guard gave each a cursory glance, and handed them back. Then he returned to his little booth and the gate swung open.
“Talkative fellow,” Belgium said.
“Even money he’s former military,” Tom told him.
“How do you know?” Sara asked.
“He had a bearing about him. A stillness, but alert at the same time. A lot of cops have that, too.”
“How do you know he wasn’t a cop?”
“Cops ask questions. Soldiers follow orders.”
Tom continued on to the house, which seemed to grow in size faster than they approached. By the time they parked on the grass near the front door, Butler House blocked more than half the sky. It wasn’t particularly bright out to begin with, but in the house’s shadow it felt dark as night.
“Well well well,” Belgium said. “It’s even uglier up close.”
Tom agreed. They could now see the broken shutters, the peeling paint, the cracked masonry. Thorny weeds jutted out of the ground next to the crumbling foundation. One of the chimneys had several bricks missing.
“Looks like someone picked up the house and dropped it,” Sara said after they exited the vehicle.
Tom couldn’t help but remember the Butler House website, and all of the atrocities committed here. Augustus Torble’s words popped into his mind.
That house feels evil. It exudes it, like a bog steams on cool nights.
Tom had dismissed the words as lunacy. But standing in front of the house, it didn’t feel a part of his world. Almost as if, at any moment, it would sprout hundreds of black, oily tentacles and devour them all.
He did not want to go inside.
“You look like I feel, Tom,” Belgium said. “I don’t see how any good can come from us going in in in there.”
The front double doors, arched and barred with wrought iron fleur de lis, opened outward. The trio immediately took a step backward, and Tom’s hand went to his chest, seeking the shoulder holster and gun that weren’t there, still packed in his bag.
Standing in the doorway, flanked by two military men in gray suits, was Dr. Emil Forenzi. Tom recognized him from online pictures. He was a wisp of a man, tufts of white hair over his ears that looked a lot like cattail seeds, back beginning to bend with age. His suit was blue poplin, tailored, his necktie tan. His smile was broad and looked genuine.
“Welcome to Butler House. I’m so pleased to see you all. Three of our guests have already arrived, and we’re expecting three more. Detective Mankowski, if you’d be so kind as to give my men your keys, they’ll park the car and take your bags to your rooms.
Tom handed over the rental car automatic starter, then took Forenzi’s outstretched hand. It was delicate and boney, like a fledgling bird.
“I am Dr. Forenzi. It’s a pleasure, Detective. I’ve followed your exploits closely. You’re a remarkable man, on so many levels.”
Then the doctor turned to Sara. “Greetings, Ms. Randhurst.” He clasped her hand in both of his. “I’ve read about your extraordinary bravery. It is an honor to meet you in person. And Dr. Belgium…” Another handshake with Frank. “I’m so eager to talk to you. Apologies for the… crude… way you were beckoned here. Come in, come in, meet the others.”
Forenzi led them through the doors, and when Tom crossed the threshold he heard a strange humming sound. It disappeared immediately, and before he could think about it Tom was facing Butler House’s great room.
The website pictures didn’t do it justice. The space was massive, a two story cavernous area that was big enough to comfortably seat King Kong. The light came from three gigantic deer antler chandeliers, hanging from the rafters on thick chains. Each contained at least a hundred antlers, and they were asymmetrical and seemed thrown together. Like big heaps of bones.
The centerpiece of the great room, a ceiling high stone fireplace, easily utilized several tons of granite. Impressive as it was, it wasn’t lit, and Tom felt a chill when he stared at it.
Various chairs and tables were scattered around the room, some obviously new, others outdated and in need of repair. Though the chandeliers were big, they weren’t enough to adequately light the space. Plus they threw strange shadows across the walls and floor.
Seated near each other were two men and a woman. Forenzi led them across a frayed, drab Persian rug and stood in the middle of everyone.
“Might I introduce our new arrivals. Chicago cop Tom Mankowski, who has worked several serial killer cases, but his claim to fame has to be the part he played in the tragedy at the late Senator Philip Stang’s mansion.”
Tom remained calm, even though those words hit like a blow. He had no idea how Forenzi found out about that. But he intended to ask him as soon as they were alone. That, and questions about Roy. But for the time being, he needed to just watch and listen.
“Sara Randhurst survived a terrifying ordeal on Rock Island in Michigan, including several encounters with feral cannibals, and a well-known serial killer named Lester Paks. A sadist who filed his teeth down to points and chewed his victims to death.”
Tom glanced at Sara, and even in the dim light he could see her face had gone white.
“And Dr. Frank Belgium, a molecular biologist who actually encountered Satan himself.”
Sara’s head jerked in his direction. “Frank? Really?”
“I really can’t talk about that that that, Dr. Forenzi. It’s highly classified. And how did you happen to hear about…”
“Dr. Belgium, meet Aabir Gartzke, psychic medium, sensitive, and clairvoyant extraordinaire.”
Aabir stood and gave a theatrical bow. She was a tall woman with dark, Slavic features, her long black hair pulled back in a severe ponytail. Her dozens of silver and gold bracelets jangled as she moved, and the loose blouse she wore wouldn’t have been out of place on an eighteenth century gypsy.
“I have met you all already, in my dreams and visions. Detective Mankowski, how is Joan’s latest movie coming along?”
Tom played coy. “If you’re clairvoyant, shouldn’t you already know that?”
Aabir smiled. “Indeed. The writer acquiesced, changed the scene as instructed. Right now, your girlfriend is in the star’s trailer, discussing wardrobe. And Sara, no need to worry, my dear. Jack will be returned to you soon.”
“It doesn’t take a psychic to know that,” Sara said.
“Of course not. I could have easily gotten that through the court records. But you will be pleased to know that Jack is walking now. He’s doing well with his foster family, but he still has memories of you and misses how you used to sing to him.”
“I… I need to use the bathroom,” Sara’s voice cracked, and she began to walk off.
“Down that hallway,” Forenzi pointed, “third door on the right.”
“Sara?” Belgium began to go after her. But she stopped him by saying, “I’m fine, Frank, I just need a minute.”
“Dr. Belgium,” Aabir continued, “have your friends Sun and Andy told you yet they’re pregnant?”
He looked at his shoes. “No, they haven’t.”
“If it’s a boy, his middle name will be Frank. And it will be a boy.”
“Impressive, Ms. Gartzke,” Forenzi said. “Aabir’s skills have helped police find four missing children, and two murderers. But, like each of you, she is here at Butler House to face one of her greatest fears.”
“There are many kinds of spirits,” Aabir said. “Ghosts are the residual energy of human beings after they have died. Poltergeists are attached to particular locations. They reenact the same scene, again and again. Usually scenes of violence or death. But the last type of spirit is the dangerous one. The kind that has no earthly counterpart.”
“Demons,” Dr. Forenzi said, nodding.
“Demons are malevolent entities that feed on the energy of the living. I have encountered demons in the past. They are extremely dangerous. In some cases, they can even kill. Demons frighten me deeply.”
“You don’t seem frightened right now,” Tom stated.
Aabir put her hands on her hips and stuck out her chin. “I performed a cleansing ritual on this room, so they can’t enter. But there are many demons in this house. I can feel them, like eyes on the back of my neck.”
Tom recalled how he was sure someone had been watching him while he was sitting at Roy’s desk, but no one had been there.
“Have you ever encountered a demon, Mr. Pang?”
“No, I haven’t,” said the Asian man sitting next to Aabir. He had broad shoulders and a compact frame, and a pencil mustache on his upper lip. “That’s because demons, like ghosts and poltergeists, don’t exist.”
“Woo-jin Pang runs a company that specializes in debunking paranormal activity.”
“Science has been unable to prove the existence of a spirit world.”
“Science also hasn’t been able to prove it doesn’t exist,” Aabir countered.
“It isn’t up to science to disprove a wild claim, bro. It is up to the person making the wild claim to show scientific evidence of it. If I say I have a leprechaun in my backpack, the burden of proof is on me.”
“And you’ve never encountered anything you can’t explain?”
“Of course I have. But not being able to explain a phenomenon doesn’t mean it should be automatically attributed to the spirit world. I was using my EMF meter at a client’s home two weeks ago—”
“Excuse me,” Tom said. “That’s the second time I’ve heard those initials. What’s an EMF meter?”
The ghost hunter rolled his eyes. “It tests for electromagnetic fields. Supposedly EMFs are disrupted by supernatural activity. It’s one of many tools used to measure conditions we can’t see, bro. So I was using the meter, and it kept spiking. We ruled out appliances, cell phones, fuse boxes, the air conditioning. We even killed the main power at the breaker. It still kept spiking.”
“And you’re saying that wasn’t a spirit?” Aabir asked.
“It wasn’t a spirit. There was a storm ten miles away. My equipment is so sensitive it was picking up lightning strikes.”
“Mr. Pang claims he’s never been frightened while doing paranormal research,” Forenzi said, smiling politely. “We’ll see if Butler House changes his mind.”
Pang crossed his arms over his chest. “If ghosts do exist and they’re here, I’ll find them.”
“And last,” Forenzi said, “but certainly not least, is perhaps the only person in the world more skeptical than Mr. Pang, bestselling author Cornelius Wellington.”
Cornelius Wellington was in his fifties, wearing a sweater vest, glasses, and a graying Van Dyke beard.
“Pleased to meet you all,” Wellington boomed. He pronounced all as awl, and sounded a lot like John Lennon. “I’m very much looking forward to the proceedings, Dr. Forenzi. I’m sure you have quite the little show concocted for us.”
Forenzi chuckled. “Mr. Wellington is known for his books that debunk the supernatural. Due to his certainty that spirits do not exist, he’s convinced I have turned Butler House into something akin to the Haunted Mansion at Disneyland. Animatronic specters and people in masks jumping out to yell ‘Boo!’”
“I certainly hope so, Doctor. That will be exceedingly more exciting than sitting around waiting for ghosts to make contact.”
There was a booming knock on the front doors, and everyone turned to watch as one of the guards opened them up, revealing three people, two women and a man.
“Ah, the rest of our party has arrived.” Dr. Forenzi smiled so broadly Tom could see his molars. “And so it begins.”
Mal
Mal winced at the steak on the plate in front of him. It looked, and smelled, divine.
But try cutting filet mignon with only one hand.
The enormous banquet table everyone sat at was one of the original furnishings, according to Dr. Forenzi, who held court at the head of it. He’d been telling stories about the various ghosts said to haunt Butler House. They included:
Blackjack Reedy, a one-eyed slave master who roamed the hallways with a whip.
Sturgis Butler, who was charred to the bone and smelled like burnt pork.
Jebediah Butler, who floated from room to room on a puddle of his own blood, which constantly leaked from his flayed skin.
Ol’ Jasper, a slave with four arms who dragged a machete around. You knew he was close when you could hear the sound of him dragging his long blade across the floor.
The Giggler, a masked demon who would mutilate himself in order to instill fear.
Colton Butler, carrying his bag of ghastly surgical instruments, still trying to conduct his insane experiments upon the living.
Mal was only half-paying attention. His mood had brightened a little since the awful airport experience, mostly due to Moni Draper’s irrepressible personality. She talked nonstop about unrelated topics—what Mal referred to as diarrhea of the mouth—but was so upbeat and foul-mouthed that it was like watching a stand-up comic.
But Moni’s energy evaporated once they entered Butler House. As pleasant a host as Dr. Forenzi attempted to be, there was a very real and very bad feeling that hung in the air, like a blanket pressing down upon them all. Mal was nervous, boarding on paranoid. He was also hungry, and staring at the slab of meat before him made him depressed as well.
A moment later, his plate was switched with a steak already cut into pieces. He glanced at Deb, sitting next to him, and she was now busily cutting her new steak, not even acknowledging what she’d done.
“A wonderful set-up, Doctor,” Wellington said after patting his lips with a linen napkin. “So now, when we see one of your actors limping through the hallways with a satchel of scalpels, we’re supposed to be terrified. The power of suggestion leaves us more receptive to strange phenomenon, and more susceptible to accepting them.”
“Indeed, that would be the proper way to conduct a fear study,” Forenzi admitted. “But all I can offer you is my word that I haven’t hired any actors to try to scare you people.”
“What exactly are we supposed to do to get our million bucks?” Moni asked, her mouth full of baked potato.
“It is simple. After dinner, my associate Dr. Madison will take a small sample of your blood and conduct a brief physical to ascertain your general health. Then, tomorrow, another sample of your blood shall be taken.” Forenzi winked. “Should you survive, of course. Which is why I’ve had all of you sign waivers.”
“You’ve conducted this experiment before?” Tom, the cop, asked.
“Not quite in this way. But we have had guests before.”
“And what happened to them?” Tom continued.
The doctor laughed. “Naturally, they all died of fright.”
There were a few nervous titters around the table, but the cop didn’t join them.
“Allow me a self-indulgent moment to explain my research, and why each of you are so important.” Forenzi pushed back his chair and stood up, spreading his hands.
“Ladies and gentlemen, we’re all here today as self-aware, sentient beings. Perhaps some of you believe in the afterlife, spirits, souls, God and the devil. Perhaps some of you find all of it, to use one of Mr. Wellington’s words, poppycock.”
Mal hadn’t heard the writer use that word yet, but he could imagine it easily enough.
“But what makes us believe what we believe? Our differences really are tiny compared to our similarities. We’re all made of the same stuff. We’re all 99.9% identical, genetically. Am I correct, Dr. Belgium?”
“Yes yes yes, you are so far.”
“Doctor, if you wouldn’t mind, can you provide the group with your learned definition of life?”
“Life? Well, all living things, in order to to to be considered alive, have to meet certain criteria. These criteria vary, depending on the scientist. But I’d define life as a structure that can reproduce, respire, create energy for itself, and respond to environmental changes. Also, life can cease.”
“By that definition, fire is alive,” Forenzi said.
“Fire is a chemical process known as combustion.”
“But isn’t life also a chemical process?”
“Well, yes.” Belgium nodded several times. “It certainly certainly certainly is.”
“We are all made of chemicals.” Forenzi swept his hands across the table, grandiosely indicating all seated there. “Chemical reactions allow us to metabolize food and oxygen, and excrete waste. They are responsible for cell division. Aging. The very thoughts we have in our heads. Emotions. Dr. Belgium, can you elucidate the chemistry of emotion?”
“Well, in response to a stimulus, or in some cases due to a problem with the limbic system, our body releases neurotransmitters and hormones, which dictate how we feel feel feel about certain things. Watch a sad movie, we cry. When we meet someone we like, we bond. These are chemicals we manufacture ourselves, which we’ve evolved to help us adapt to various situations.”
“A mother’s instant affection for her child when it is born isn’t due to love,” Forenzi said, focusing on Sara. “At least, not love alone. It is because, during childbirth, the mother’s body floods with oxytocin. Not only does that jump start lactation, but it also forces the incredibly strong emotion of maternal love. Which brings us to fear.”
Forenzi spread out his palms, like a preacher orating to his congregation.
“My friends, I have isolated the neurotransmitter that activates the fear response. Which means, very soon, I’ll discover a way to control fear.”
Mal, who’d been greedily devouring the steak his wife had cut for him, suddenly gave Dr. Forenzi 100% of his attention.
“You can cure fear?” he said.
“I’m very close, Mr. Deiter. Fear begins in the amygdala, which is located in the medial temporal lobes of the brain. When you are frightened, it releases hormones and neurotransmitters that stimulate the fear response. You are aware of the symptoms. Paranoia. Increased heartbeat. Dry mouth. Sweating. Shortness of breath. Lightheadedness. The feeling of hopelessness. Because many of you survived some horrific events, your brain chemistry has physically become altered. Which is why you continue to be afraid all of the time. Your mind still believes it is in danger, and it keeps pumping chemicals into your body. “
“So you’re going to test our blood for these these these chemicals,” Dr. Belgium said, “then scare us, and test our blood again. And then am I to assume you’ll then try to block the fear somehow?”
“All in good time, Doctor. All in good time.”
“So why are Mr. Wellington and I here?” Pang asked.
“Every good experiment needs controls,” Forenzi said. “Your skepticism will provide a baseline metusamine level.”
“Metusamine?” Belgium said. “Metus is latin for fear. So metusamine—”
“Metusamine is the neurotransmitter I isolated that is responsible for the fear response. Correct, Dr. Belgium. And I’m synthesizing the transporter protein—”
“Which will terminate effects of of of metusamine!” Belgium yelled, obviously excited. “How close are you to synthesis?”
“I’ve been able to induce fearlessness in a primate, a Panamanian night monkey.”
“I’d be honored and excited to go over your data.”
“In time, Doctor.”
“And will we be able to try this for ourselves?” Mal asked. A fear-free life was a gift almost too valuable to fathom. To be able to sleep well again, to live without the constant paranoia. A drug like that would be a miracle.
“Very soon. And your presence here, Mr. Dieter, will help speed the process.”
Deb reached over, touched Mal on the arm. He looked at his wife and saw she was teary eyed. He realized he was as well.
“So let us finish our meals,” Dr. Forenzi said, raising his wine glass, “and then begin the process of scaring the hell out of you fine people.”
Everyone toasted. Everyone seemed excited, except for the cop, whose face remained neutral. Mal said to his wife, “Maybe you were right, honey. Maybe this trip was the answer to our prayers.”
“I love you, Mal.”
“I love you, too.”
They shared a quick kiss, and Mal went back to his steak. The cop, Tom, looked over at him, and his calm expression was replaced by something else.
Concern.
Did Tom know something the rest of them didn’t?
Mal’s relief evaporated, and the uneasiness returned.
After dinner, he’d confront the Detective, pick his brain.
Maybe this really was as it seemed, a million bucks and a cure.
But maybe, just maybe, Forenzi was playing them all.
Like fattening up the turkeys before Thanksgiving dinner.
Frank
Dr. Frank Belgium walked up to the second floor with Sara and marveled at the curve balls life threw.
A few days ago he’d been hating his job, and his life. He’d been lonely, depressed, and living in constant fear.
Now he was next to a wonderful woman and actually daring to think about the future for the first time.
Belgium wasn’t prone to daydreaming. Others would consider him a fatalist, but to Belgium that meant a realist who truly knew how bad things were. But there, in Butler House, Belgium indulged in a mini-fantasy where he and Sara and Jack had a house somewhere. They were playing a game of Monopoly, which he used to love as a kid. He saw himself land on Boardwalk with a hotel and start laughing, and his new family laughed along with him, and there was the scent of baked apples coming from the pie cooling on the windowsill. He and Sara took Forenzi’s metusamine pills, and neither were afraid anymore. Life wasn’t something you endured. It was something you appreciated.
A ridiculous notion, of course. But the idea of it pleased him, and he clutched it to his being like a life line.
“Here’s your room.”
Belgium snapped out of his reverie and saw one of the men in suits had opened a door for him.
“You’re the next door over,” the man told Sara. She smiled shyly at Frank, and followed him a few meters down the hall.
“See you in a bit, Frank,” Sara said.
Frank nodded, and watched her disappear through the door. Frank went inside his, closed the door behind him, and took a look around.
A bed, some old furniture, and some drapes replete with cobwebs, none of which would have been out of place in Dracula’s castle. No bathroom.
Belgium found his suitcase next to the dresser. He considered changing into a fresh shirt, but figured it would be wrinkled, and he hadn’t packed a travel iron.
Maybe he could ask Sara if she had one. Maybe that would be a good excuse to go to her room, because even though they’d only been apart for less than a minute, he missed her already.
Frank went back to the door and opened it—
—Sara was already standing there.
“I wanted to do this in case we don’t have a chance later,” she said.
And then Sara’s arms were around Frank’s neck and her lips were against his.
Belgium was so surprised he couldn’t move. He just stood there, not knowing where to put his hands, or how to move his mouth. He hadn’t kissed a woman in so long he’d forgotten how.
Would she figure out how bad he was at this?
Did his breath stink?
What if he used too much saliva? Or if they bumped their teeth together?
What was he supposed to say when the kiss ended?
But Frank’s doubts quickly began to vanish as he lost himself in the sensation. Sara was tender, persistent, and she pressed her body closer to his, and when he touched her waist she sighed, and when his tongue touched hers it felt like an electric shock, making Frank moan in his throat.
She finally broke the kiss and looked at him, her pupils so big, a slight blush in her cheeks, and Belgium had to reach out and run a finger along her neck, just to prove she was real.
“I like you, Frank.”
“I like you, too.”
She gave him another kiss—just a peck on the cheek—and walked off, back to her room, leaving Frank to wonder that maybe his ridiculous little daydream wasn’t that ridiculous after all.
Sara
Sara chewed her lower lip as she pulled a sweater on over her head.
She could still taste Frank.
In the past, Sara never would have been so brazen. Kissing was an intimate act, and all she had been intimate with lately was a bottle of booze. But she’d never felt such an immediate chemistry before. Part of it was the obvious fact that he was such a nice guy. But it went deeper. Something about being with Frank gave her hope.
And she needed some hope in her life.
Living without Jack was a constant reminder what a failure she was. As a mother. As a human being. The alcohol amplified this feeling, but without the liquor the horrors of Rock Island kept haunting her.
While it would be amazing to take a pill and not have nightmares, or panic attacks, Sara was a lot more skeptical about it than the others seemed to be. She didn’t like Dr. Forenzi. His constant mentions of babies and children seemed less like reassurances, and more like attacks. Sara didn’t like this house, either. Even though the location was vastly different, it gave off the same vibe as Rock Island. There was something bad happening here, and she couldn’t wait to leave.
That was another reason she went to Frank’s room. Yes, she found him attractive, and yes, he gave her hope. But the most important thing of all was how she felt when she was with him. When Sara was around Frank, she no longer felt afraid.
So she threw herself at him, the desire for him to kiss her back stronger than her fear of rejection.
And he had kissed her back.
And he was pretty good at it.
She shivered, thinking about his hands on the small of her back, and then turned to the dresser mirror to fuss with her hair again.
That’s when she noticed something in the mirror. Something behind her.
The rocking chair in the corner of the room.
A brittle-looking thing, made of old wood, so dark it was almost black.
Had it just moved?
Sara stared at its reflection.
The chair remained still.
I’m seeing things.
Sara went back to finger-combing her bangs, wishing she’d packed some gel. Hindsight being 20/20, she should have also packed some make-up. A little lip gloss, and a little eyeliner would—
The rocking chair moved.
Sara watched, her breath caught in her throat, as it rocked all the way forward, held it there for a moment, and then rocked back.
Just as if someone was sitting in it.
Sara knew she needed to turn around, to look directly at it. But every muscle in her body had locked.
What was the monster that didn’t cast a reflection? A vampire? Were there others that didn’t show up in mirrors?
If I turn around and check, will I see some hideous creature in the chair, grinning at me?
A ghost?
A poltergeist?
A demon?
The chair rocked again, creaking as it did.
Turn around and look.
Just do it.
Sara closed her eyes, and through brute force of will turned on her heels to face the chair.
Now open your eyes.
But she was too afraid.
Do it!
Open your eyes!
Sara peeked.
The chair was empty.