(as they must)
Night terrors
Marching their way –
Dragoons of them, tapping
Their beetle legs like twigs on dry paper.
The native population of the heart’s nether-nation
Their tears cocked like a loaded weapon
Like a lesson got by rote, your words of explanation.
Once they’re in, they devour everything.
And you, sweet reading
Lifting the lamp’s lit arms above its head
Spreading your tent above fallen dreamers
Hiding the Jew in an empty store cupboard.
And you, courage,
Fear’s flushed veneer.
The pointless ability to rest one’s cheeks in one’s hands
And lift one’s own head like a cup –
A cup
Barely half-filled
And quite useless:
The wine of madness, its dark contents
Spreading and taking hold in the animal body.
Oh how it foams,
Full of the dark fruits
Veiled over with a dull-blue film
Like the eye of a dying bird.
(He knows
Will he help?
Will he mix the wine with water?
Turn out the sleepless plasma screen?)
We deny, we turn away,
We walk the road step by step
Breathing with our eyes, hardly able to bear each other up,
We see acorns, fixed in the dirt clay:
Morning, morning is here!
How many of you there were, acorns.
The ones without caps,
The shaved heads of Cossacks
Burnt black in the sun,
Hardened, with long running scars.
And the ones like children, thick-walled,
Tiny barrels, big-headed boys,
So very sure of themselves
Born for the palm of the hand.
For the roll of the fist, for the life in a pocket
(A pitch dark, populous, perspiring pocket?)
In somebody’s possibly kindly grasp.
You aren’t for growing, for unfurling
You aren’t for rupturing the paper earth,
And humming from root to topmost leaf,
Like a hive interrupted.
Nor for the extending of a ship’s long deck
Or for the wearing of a feast on your back
Or for the lying as someone else’s bed.
You were meant for another purpose.
The squirrel busies itself, the wind passes through
Rat-a-tat!
One by one, two by two
All they know is how to fall on the road
Where they lie, as they must.