moved softly into the kitchen. And I remembered from my childhood how
hard it was to follow the sound of footfalls through the drone of your
own voice counting, echoing inside you.
Twenty-nine. Thirty.
All at once I had the maddening urge to giggle. I resisted it.
Forty. Forty-one.
I felt a tightening in my bladder that wasn't entirely beer.
Upstairs I heard shifting, scraping.
I remembered the softness of the kiss, the playful biting.
I kept counting.
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