acceptance of me that hadn't been present at first, a knowledge that I
was there for the duration. He was verging on the genuine. The gaudy
Hawaiian shirt seemed slightly out of place now.
"I thought you said nobody lived there."
"Nobody does."
He shrugged. "I saw a light."
I turned around. The house was too far behind us now. All I saw was
darkness.
"Where?"
"Upstairs. The second floor, I guess."
"That's impossible."
He shrugged again.
"I saw a light," he said.
I was drinking beers with Rafferty in the Caribou after work the
following day. So I asked him. Rafferty collects a lot of scuttlebutt
at the station.
"Is anybody in the Crouch place now?"
"You kidding?"
"No."
"Not that I heard of."
"That's what I thought."
"Why? You want to rent or something?"
His grin was slightly feral. Rafferty remembered the Crouch place as
well as I did.
"We drove by last night. Steven said he thought he saw a light."
"Where?"
"In a second-floor window."
"He didn't see shit."
It came out pretty hostile. There was some resentment, I thought, of
my relationship with these people. Maybe he was a little jealous. He'd
seen Casey. And maybe he was already thinking what I was not- not yet-
that they represented a way out of Dead River. They'd met Rafferty but
had shown no interest. I hadn't pushed the matter. There was me and
Casey and Steven and Kim. Two boys, two girls. Rafferty was not
included.
"If anybody was out there, I'd know. They'd have to come by for gas
now and then. Your friend was mistaken."