These Dreams of You

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Pulled from the crowd, the teenage boy hears Jasmine — leaning close to his face — whisper in his ear a single word; and though Jasmine wouldn’t dispute that she did so, she has no distinct recollection of it though it isn’t a word that would surprise either of them if they could relive the moment, stop and catch the word in the air and hear it again.

There’s more than one of me, she said to him that afternoon months before, back in the capitol, and he answered, “Try being me,” and she sees all the versions of him in the room of an Indianapolis Marriott on an early-April night of murder that can’t help feeling to everyone like a foretelling. The network reportage from the television in the other room is on a kind of loop, delivering the same news over and over so as to try and shake off the shock of it; and dozing on the bedroom floor she still can hear people crying in other parts of the suite but she’s moved most by the silence from outside, since alone among all cities tonight, on this particular night this particular city isn’t gripped by riot because the man who lies on the bed a few feet away in the same room dared to go break the news to a black crowd in the ghetto a few hours ago, a few miles away.