L.A. Metro

CHAPTER 25

JESS'S HEAD JERKED up when her office door flew open.

Kim, dressed in blue scrubs and paper slippers, marched into the office. Sparing Jess a single glance, she headed straight for the couch. She dropped the plastic bag in her hand on the floor and flopped face-first onto the couch. She muttered something ominous-sounding into the cushion.

Oh. This is not good. Jess walked over to the couch. When she looked down at Kim's scrub-covered back, she noticed Kim wasn't wearing a bra. She winced. Got her underwear too.

The sight of Kim coming out of the exam room was one Jess would not soon forget. Kim had been in the direct line of fire when the activated charcoal a patient had been given made an explosive exit, along with the rest of his stomach's contents. Her shirt had taken the brunt of the nasty black slurry, but it had run down over her pants and into her shoes.

"Kim?"

"She's not here. She quit."

"You don't mean that." Jess nudged Kim's hip. "Scoot over."

Grumbling under her breath, Kim rolled onto her side and made room for Jess. "I hate Bates."

As Jess joined her on the couch, she bit the inside of her cheek to keep a straight face.

Kim glared.

Oops. Remember how well she reads you. Apparently, Kim was not in the frame of mind to see any humor in the situation. Of course, it didn't help matters any that the culprit had been Bates. After Kim laid down the law to him on Monday, he appeared to have given up on his infatuation. In fact, he had been conspicuously avoiding Kim — until this. Had it been anyone else, Kim would probably have laughed it off.

She took a chance and gently stroked Kim's arm. "I'm sure he didn't do it on purpose. ER doctors just have a finely developed 'anti-puke' reflex."

"I've dodged my share of puke." Kim growled. "You weren't there. I hadn't even greeted the patient yet. I had just walked up to the gurney. Bates didn't say a word. He just smirked as he stepped behind me. Then — bam."

Kim smacked her open palm against the couch cushion. "He could've warned me. He knew what was coming." Her eyes narrowed. "I just know that little snake did."

Jess looked down into blue eyes that seemed to glow from within. Whoa. I've never seen her so pissed.

Now is not the time to suggest again that she wear a lab coat. After the last insult Kim's clothes had taken, Jess had asked her why she insisted on not wearing a lab coat. According to Kim, it intimidated her patients and made them less likely to confide in her.

Hoping to soothe her ruffled feathers, Jess stroked Kim's silky curls. "I'm sorry."

Kim leaned into the touch and sighed. "It's not your fault. But I still hate Bates."

Ah. I know. "I could assign him a bunch of really nasty, smelly patients if you want."

A smile ghosted across Kim's face, gone as quickly as it had appeared.

That's better.

Kim huffed. "Don't tempt me." She dropped her arm over her eyes with an exaggerated sigh. "Is it Friday yet?"

"I wish," Jess said. "Only one more day to go."

It had been a hellish week in the ER. The situation with a wayward surgical resident had turned into a public relations fiasco. The press had been running loose in the hospital all week, wreaking havoc. Jess had been so tied up with the GMEC and the continuing repercussions of the incident, as well as the upcoming quarterly ER budget, that she and Kim had not managed dinner together even once all week. We could both use a break.

Jess smiled. "I know just what you need."

Kim lifted her arm and peered at Jess. "A stiff drink."

"Well, that's a possibility too. But I was thinking more along the lines of a glass of wine." Jess arched an eyebrow at Kim's somewhat dubious expression. "Okay, maybe two glasses of wine and a nice dinner." Kim still didn't look completely convinced. "Ah... did I forget to mention, a back massage and a long soak in a bubbling Jacuzzi to go along with it."

"That sounds heavenly, especially a good long soak." Kim tilted her head to the side. "You have a Jacuzzi tub?"

"I sure do." Jess had avoided taking Kim outside and showing her around the back deck, where the tub was located. 'Cause you couldn't deal with the thought of her in a swimsuit... but now. Jess grinned. "A big one with lots of jets. Guaranteed to fix what ails you. It's heavenly." Or it will be when I'm in it with you.

"You've got a date." Kim sat up and placed a soft kiss on Jess's lips. "And thank you."

* * *

"More wine?" Jess held up the bottle of Merlot.

"Maybe just a little," Kim said. This was the first time Kim had been at Jess's since the incident on her couch the previous Saturday. She had worried that things would be awkward, but that had not been the case. After sharing a quiet dinner, they had crashed on the couch to relax while the spa heated.

Jess poured while trying to stifle a yawn.

"Are you sure you still feel like getting in the spa?" When Jess had mentioned it at work, Kim had envisioned a Jacuzzi bathtub. She had been amazed earlier when Jess took her outside onto the back deck for the first time. There, tucked in a corner and surrounded by slatted privacy fencing, was a large hot tub.

Jess glanced at the clock on the mantle. "Absolutely. Should be up to temperature by now." She had turned the spa on before dinner.

The ringing of the phone pierced the air.

Jess picked up the portable from the table. She looked at the screen, then tossed the phone back onto the table. "Harold is the most persistent of the jackals. I'll give him that."

Several reporters had begun calling Jess when her membership on the GME committee became known. Watching Jess have to deal with them at work had been bad enough. Thankfully, so far none of them had tried to ambush her at home.

"What a mess," Kim said. "Who would have thought a single punch in a bar would lead to all of this." Although Dr. Woods had made a mistake, her heart went out to him. A mental shiver shook her. She pressed her arm against her stomach. This could have been you. Had the wrong person gotten wind of her situation at Memorial, she could have had her life and career shredded by the media. The truth would not have mattered.

Jess snorted. "Tell me about it. These reporters are driving everyone to distraction. And the negative press is killing LA Metro." She shook her head. "All because some bozo captured the punch on his cell phone and decided to seek his fifteen minutes of fame. It was that damn reporter." Her hand stiffened on her wine glass. "Once he found out Woods was a doctor, he couldn't wait to splash some sensational bullshit all over the media." Jess took a healthy drink of her wine. "I can still see that video clip and damn headline. 'Violent doctors in our hospitals. Could your loved one be next?' Christ."

Kim set down her wine and moved closer to Jess. She started a gentle massage of her neck. Jess whimpered, and Kim increased the pressure.

Blowing out a breath, Jess pulled away. "I'm supposed to be giving you a back rub." She grimaced. "Sorry. I'm not doing a very good job of taking care of you."

You always find a reason not to let me comfort you for long. Who made you think you don't deserve to be comforted? "You're doing just fine." Kim placed a soft kiss on Jess's lips but made sure to keep her hands to herself. "Now how about that soak you promised?"

Jess smiled. "You got it." She jumped off the couch and offered Kim her hand.

She allowed Jess to pull her off the couch.

Anticipation and nervousness rippled through Kim. The thought of Jess in a bathing suit made her head swim and other parts of her body leap to life. The nervousness sprang from the expectation of just how this evening might end. As much as she wanted to be Jess's lover, she didn't want to make another mistake and ruin their first time together. Not knowing what other landmines might await in an intimate encounter with Jess was nerve-racking. Just remember to let her make the first move.

Shit. Something else occurred to her. "Oh. Wait, Jess. I wasn't thinking. I don't have a suit."

A familiar little half smirk made an appearance on Jess's face.

Kim would have given her next month's pay to know exactly what Jess was thinking.

"Not a problem." Jess grinned. A sparkle lit her eyes.

God. Is she going to suggest we go naked? Kim wasn't sure her heart could take it. And she sure as hell wouldn't be able to manage to keep her hands to herself.

Jess started to speak, then seemed to change her mind about what she had been about to say.

Kim didn't know whether she should be relieved or disappointed.

"I have a spare suit." Jess ran her gaze down, then slowly back up Kim's body.

Kim felt the look all the way to her core.

"It should fit you." Jess turned toward the hall. "Come with me."

I can only hope.

* * *

Jess pulled the bathroom door shut. Coward. When Kim said she didn't have a suit, Jess had almost suggested they both skip them, but she had chickened out. Then, when it came time to change, she had retreated into the bathroom. Seeing Kim naked in her bedroom was not something she was ready for just yet. Not that she didn't want to see her naked. She longed to make love to Kim. Her dreams were filled with the memories of that all too brief encounter in front of Kim's fireplace.

She started pulling off her clothes. What are you going to do when Kim wants to make love to you? And Jess knew that Kim would want to. In the past, Jess had been upfront with her lovers. She got her pleasure from touching them, not from them touching her. And both her exes had been willing to go along with that — at least for a while.

But things were different with Kim. Jess was ashamed to admit to her that she needed to be in control. But that wasn't all of it. You want her to touch you. That was the real crux of the matter. The thought of Kim touching her intimately filled her with longing — and apprehension.

Jess jerked her suit into place. Enough of this. It's too late to go back now. And you don't really want to anyway. That much was true. Kim already meant too much to Jess to not at least try. She just prayed she didn't disappoint her too deeply or worse yet, drive her away.

She opened the bathroom door and took a single step into the room, then froze.

Kim was standing next to the bed, dressed in a dark blue tank suit. It molded to her lush curves and full breasts like a second skin.

"You are absolutely stunning." The sound of Jess's own voice startled her and she flushed. She had not meant to say the words out loud.

A pleased smile graced Kim's face as she moved to stand near Jess. "Thank you." She appraised Jess's matching black suit. "So are you."

As Kim's gaze moved down her body, Jess felt it like a caress. Flustered, she blurted out the first thing she could think of. "Water should be nice and hot." But not as hot as I am. She was thankful she managed to keep that second part to herself.

Kim lifted darkened blue eyes and gazed at Jess. "Then we should jump in." Her eyes held a world of promise.

Dreams do come true.

* * *

Jess peeked at Kim through half-lidded eyes. She had urged Kim to try out the special lounge seat that was lined with jets. Kim's head was resting against the small pillow and her eyes were closed. In the muted lighting, Jess could only see a vague outline of her body under the water. But the sight of the tops of her breasts bobbing at the water line was enough to stir Jess's already simmering libido. She forced her gaze back to Kim's face. It was calm and smooth in repose.

I'm glad she's calm. This is killing me. She slid off the seat. Sinking farther down into the hot water, Jess tried to relax. She braced her feet in the corner to keep her head above water. It was no use. After seeing Kim in her swimsuit, every time she closed her eyes, her mind kept insisting on going back to that night at Kim's. Her eyes drifted shut. Oh yeah...The feel of Kim's silky smooth skin. The taste of her nipples as they filled her mouth. The heat between Kim's thighs as her fingers —

"Jess?"

Jess yelped, startled out of her fantasy.

Her feet slipped and she went under.

She came back up sputtering.

"Are you okay?" Kim slid over next to her in the water and lightly touched her back. "I didn't mean to startle you."

Damn. Jess hoped like hell Kim mistook her flushed face for a reaction to being in the hot water. She slicked her hands over her wet hair, then tucked it behind her ears. "I'm okay. I must have been nodding off." Better her think that than what I was really doing.

"You want to get out?"

With Kim so close, Jess could not resist touching. She trailed her fingers through the droplets on Kim's upper arm. "I still owe you a back rub."

Kim edged closer, and their thighs pressed together beneath the water.

Their eyes met and held.

"Where do you want me?" Kim's voice held a rich throaty tone that sent shivers through Jess's body.

Underneath me. Jess bit her tongue to keep the words from tumbling out. She clenched her thighs together.

Kim whimpered as if she had actually heard the words.

It was too much for Jess. She surged forward, desperate to taste Kim's sweet lips. Her arms wrapped snugly around Kim's back.

As she thrust her tongue into Kim's mouth, she pressed forward and, just for a moment, forgot where she was.

That was all it took.

She felt them both start to slide on the polished acrylic surface.

Before she could catch her balance, they went under.

Jess came up sputtering for the second time that night. Damn it. God. I've never been such a klutz with a woman. Then again she had never wanted any woman as she did Kim. Just relax before you kill her or yourself.

Kim rose out of the water next to her and stood. Despite her dripping hair, she looked like a goddess.

Shoving her hair back from her face, Jess said, "I'm sorry."

Kim laughed and sat back down next to her. "Don't worry about it. It always seems so sexy in books when the characters make out in the hot tub." She wrung her hair out over her shoulder. "Guess that's creative writing for you."

I dunked her and she still tries to make me feel better. Jess smiled. "Why don't we adjourn to someplace," she shook her wet head like a dog, "drier."

"Hmm..." Kim ran her fingers lightly up and down Jess's arm. "Where did you have in mind?"

The words were out before Jess could even think of stopping them. "My bed."

* * *

After grabbing towels and quickly drying off, they didn't stop until they reached the side of Jess's bed.

Jess thought she saw a bit of hesitancy mixed in with the arousal in Kim's eyes. How can you blame her after you flew off the couch when she kissed you. Jess pushed away the memory. She refused to let anything spoil this moment between them.

She leaned forward and softly kissed Kim's neck. When Kim tilted her head, she smiled into the kiss. Trailing kisses down Kim's neck, she stopped to nip at her pulse point.

"God, Jess. Kiss me." Kim pressed closer and put her hands on Jess's towel-covered hips.

"I am."

Kim pulled her neck away from Jess's mouth. "Kiss me. Please."

Jess opened her stance and drew Kim against her body. She pressed her lips to Kim's and groaned when Kim opened to her.

She wasn't sure how long they stood by the bed and kissed. As wonderful as it was, she wanted more. After denying for so long that she could have this type of relationship with Kim, now that she could, she wanted it all. Her hands roamed restlessly up and down Kim's back. She broke away from Kim's mouth and kissed her way up to her ear. "I need to touch you. Please let me touch you?"

Kim took Jess's face between her palms. Her passion-dark eyes bore into Jess's. "Make love to me."

Her heart soared at the trust in Kim's gaze. Jess reached for the towel wrapped around Kim and gently tugged it loose. It dropped to the floor, already forgotten.

Jess reached for the strap of Kim's suit, then hesitated. "May I?"

Kim nodded.

Slowly peeling the suit down Kim's body as if she was unwrapping a precious gift, Jess admired every inch of bared skin. She paused often along the way to brush her fingers over a tantalizing soft spot or along a tempting curve.

Kim's breath hitched with each feathery touch.

The suit joined the towel and Kim stepped out of it.

Jess softly ran her fingers down the midline of Kim's body. Kim arched into the touch. "You are exquisite," Jess said, her voice low and husky with arousal.

A beautiful flush worked its way down Kim's chest to her rosy nipples.

"Sit on the side of the bed for me?" Jess asked.

Kim sat down and looked up at Jess.

Jess pulled off her towel and let it fall to floor but kept on her suit. She dropped to her knees in front of Kim. "I've wanted this... wanted you, for months," Jess said. She could see the surprise in Kim's eyes and smiled. "It's true." Laying warm hands on Kim's thighs, she began to stroke the silky-smooth skin.

Kim ran her fingers tenderly through Jess's hair. "I've wanted you too, Jess." She allowed Jess to spread her legs.

Jess's heart tripped double time at the sight of the treasure laid bare before her. She moved between Kim's legs. Her hands slid up and cupped full breasts. She ran her thumbs back and forth over the already taut nipples. So beautiful.

Kim leaned forward and pressed herself into Jess's hands, her pulse already skyrocketing.

This is heaven. Jess lavished Kim's breasts with kisses before taking one of her nipples into her mouth and suckling.

"God." Kim put her hand on the back of Jess's head. She tugged Jess's hand off her other breast and pressed it between her legs.

Jess moaned at the slick heat that greeted her fingers. Stroking through the soaking wetness, she struggled to stave off her rising passions. Her own hips surged forward and pushed her hand more firmly against Kim.

Kim gasped and her pelvis began to rock.

Jess pulled back.

"Why did you stop?" Kim whimpered and tried to guide Jess's hand back between her legs.

She looked into Kim's wide pleading eyes. "I'll take care of you. I promise." Jess moved back a little more and urged Kim to spread her legs farther open.

"Let me taste you?" Jess asked. Her own thighs clenched at the very thought. "Please."

Kim's response was a throaty groan. Her hands gripped the comforter as if she was hanging on for dear life.

Using her thumbs, Jess opened Kim and then dipped her head for her first taste. Perfect. Just perfect. Kim's hips bucked in her face. Never ceasing her explorations, she used her forearms to press down on Kim's thighs. Kim was close. Jess could feel it in the pulsing of her clit against her tongue. She closed her lips around Kim's clit and gently sucked.

Kim let out an inarticulate cry and dropped backward onto the bed. Her climax struck a moment later. Her back arched bowstring tight for just a moment, then she slumped.

Jess continued to lick her gently until Kim's body went completely limp and the tension left her thighs. Her own arousal was beating an insistent pulse between her legs, but she refused to give in to it.

A soft warm smile graced Kim's flushed face when she finally lifted her head. She held out her hand to Jess. "Join me?"

Jess nodded. She stood and started to take Kim's hand, then hesitated. Go the rest of the way. Don't be a coward and ruin things now.

Kim's expression fell and she sat up.

This is Kim. You can do this. Jess smiled, trying to ease Kim's mind. Taking a deep breath, she reached for the straps of her suit. Hyperaware of Kim's gaze on her, she quickly pulled the suit off.

She joined Kim on the bed, and together they scooted into the middle. Jess lay on her back and opened her arms. Kim snuggled against her side and let out a long sigh.

Despite the renewed throb between her thighs at the feel of Kim's nude body pressed to hers, Jess was filled with a contentment she could not remember ever experiencing before.

* * *

After several minutes of contented bliss, Kim roused herself. Jess's hand stroking slowly up and down her back was lulling her to sleep.

Wouldn't do to fall asleep. Very déclassé. Especially after Jess got down on her knees and fairly worshiped you. It had been a unique experience. Never had a lover been so solicitous and careful with her. The look in Jess's eyes and her soft, tender touches had made Kim feel wanted down to her very soul.

Lifting up, Kim gazed down at Jess's beautiful face. Jess's eyes slowly opened. She smiled into silvery-blue eyes. Unable to resist, she leaned in and kissed Jess's soft lips.

Jess hummed into the kiss and opened to Kim.

Kim shifted closer as she pressed her tongue into Jess's mouth. The taste of herself on Jess's lips sent her arousal soaring. She put her hand on Jess's bare belly and started to slide her hand up.

Jess stiffened.

Damn. You know you can't treat her like your other lovers. Kim pulled back, breaking the kiss. She remained on her side but moved far enough away to break all body contact between them. "Sorry."

"No." Jess turned on her side and drew her knees up. She draped one arm across her breasts. "You didn't do anything wrong. I'm sorry. I... I want you to touch me... but..." Jess glanced away. "I don't know if I can let you," she whispered.

Oh Jess. Seeing Jess, normally so confident, looking so unsure and vulnerable broke Kim's heart. How can I fix this? She wanted their first time together to be as special for Jess as Jess had made it for her.

That was when inspiration struck. Jess had given her the clue she needed when she made love to her. I can give her this. "It's okay, Jess."

Jess's gaze remained fixed on the comforter. "No. It isn't —"

Kim put her finger on Jess's lips. "Yes, it is." She stroked Jess's cheek. "Please look at me." It took a moment, but Jess finally looked up. Kim gazed deep into her eyes, willing Jess to believe her. "I understand. Whatever you need. It's okay. Trust me." She sat up and positioned herself so that she was on her knees near Jess, but not touching her.

"Sit up against the headboard for me. Please." She could read the confusion on Jess's face, but she did as Kim asked. "If you'll let me, I'd like to try something. If you get the least bit uncomfortable, I'll stop. Okay?"

Blowing out a breath, Jess nodded hesitantly.

Not a ringing endorsement, but she didn't say no. Kim moved closer until she was kneeling next to Jess. She sat back on her heels. Her thigh lightly touched Jess's hip. "Can I kiss you?"

This time the nod was not at all tentative. Jess smiled.

Keeping her hands on her own thighs, Kim leaned in and softly kissed Jess. She took her time, making sure just their lips touched at first. Then she trailed kisses down her neck and over her collarbone, never going lower than the upper swell of Jess's breasts.

It wasn't long before Jess started to respond. She captured Kim's lips in a deep kiss.

So far, so good. Kim could see the rapid beat at Jess's pulse point. "Feel good?"

"Yes. More," Jess said, in a breathy voice.

Kim picked up one of Jess's hands and put it over the top of hers. She gently placed her hand on one of Jess's breasts. Scooting closer, she said, "Show me what you like, how to touch you."

Jess groaned. She applied pressure to Kim's hand, guiding it. She pressed Kim's palm firmly to her breast and used it to knead the pliant globe. Then she used Kim's fingers to roll her nipple.

That's it. Show me. Kim smiled into Jess's eyes when her breath hitched. Kim brought up her other hand and began to caress the opposite breast the same way.

Soon Jess's eyes closed and her head went back. She removed her hand, leaving Kim's in place.

Kim placed kisses across Jess's breasts before going lower to take one of her taut nipples into her mouth. When her mouth made contact with Jess's nipple, Jess moaned loudly. Her hand came up to cup the back of Kim's head, pressing her into her breast.

She continued to pleasure Jess's breasts until she felt Jess's hips begin to rock. Her own arousal was rising again, but she concentrated on Jess. She eased away from her breasts.

A desperate groan escaped Jess's lips. "Don't stop." She tried to urge Kim back to her breast.

"I'm not stopping. I promise." That's it. Don't think about anything but how good you feel.

Kim waited until Jess opened her eyes before going any further. She wanted to make sure Jess was seeing her. I don't want anything to ruin this. Holding out her hand to Jess, she was ecstatic when Jess eagerly took her hand. She linked their fingers together and slowly guided their entwined hands down Jess's abdomen. She bent forward and delicately licked Jess's ear. "Spread your legs for me, Jess."

Jess moaned, long and low. There was no hesitation. Her legs spread open.

Arousal skittered down Kim's spine. "Show me, Jess. Make me touch you," she said.

Jess's hips bucked as she guided Kim's fingers to stroke through her heat, working herself closer to release. She threw her head back, her eyes tightly clenched as she panted for breath.

Kim felt Jess start to tremble. She picked up the motion Jess had started, sliding her fingers faster over her throbbing clit. Kim could feel the increased tremors. She knew Jess was close.

"Come for me, Jess," Kim whispered, close to her ear.

"Oh my God, Kim!" Jess climaxed, her whole body going rigid. Her back arched off the bed.

When Jess finally went limp, Kim slid up next to her. She was dismayed to see tears trickling out from between Jess's tightly closed eyelids.

"Jess, what's wrong? Oh, sweetheart, did I hurt you?" Please, tell me I didn't. She placed soft kisses on Jess's face.

Slowly Jess opened her eyes and looked at Kim.

"Did I hurt you?" Kim asked again. Jess looked more dazed than hurt. She took a chance and stroked Jess's belly in small comforting circles.

Jess covered Kim's hand and squeezed it. "No, you didn't hurt me. That was… that was… amazing." Jess still had a slightly glazed look in her eyes. "No one has ever done that for me before." She shook her head as if she could not quite believe what had happened.

Huh? "No one has ever brought you to climax?" Kim asked, still not quite sure she understood correctly. That can't be true. Can it?

"No. Never. Not by touching me. And when someone tried..." Jess blushed. "I could never come."

Oh my God. Kim thought her heart would burst with the strength of her feelings. "Oh, Jess, thank you, sweetheart."

Jess rubbed her hands over her face as if to wipe away the blush. She finally met Kim's eyes. "What are you thanking me for? I should be thanking you."

Kim placed a soft kiss on Jess's lips. "For trusting me. For letting me pleasure you."

"You're welcome. It was my pleasure, believe me." Jess laughed.

It thrilled Kim beyond measure to hear Jess's easy laughter and see the shadows lifted from her eyes. She knew one night of lovemaking could never banish all the dark memories that plagued Jess, but they had made a good start — together.