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cousin and with enough other cousins and inlaws of his own to have assured
the election of sheriff or chancery- or circuitclerk-a failed farmer who was
not at all the victim of his time but, on the contrary, was its master,
since his inherited and inescapable incapacity to support his family by his
own eff orts had matched him with an era and a land where government was
founded on the working premise of being primarily an asylum for ineptitude
and indigence, for the private business failures among your or your wife's
kin whom otherwise you yourself would have to support-so much his destiny's
master that, in a land and time where a man's survival depended not only on
his ability to drive a straight furrow and to fell a tree without maiming or
destroying himself, that fate had supplied to him one child: a frail anemic
girl with narrow workless bands lacking even the strength to milk a cow, and
then capped its own vanquishment and eternal subjugation by the paradox of
giving him for his patronymic the designation of the vocation at which he
was to fail: Farmer; this was the incumbent, the turnkey, the jailor; the
old tough logs which had known Ikkemotubbe's drunken Chickasaws and brawling
teamsters and trappers and flatboatmen (and-for that one short summer
night-the four highwaymen, one of whom might have been the murderer, Wiley
Harpe), were now the bower framing a window in which mused hour after hour
and day and month and year, the frail blonde girl not only incapable of (or
at least excused from) helping her mother cook, but even of drying the
dishes after her mother (or father perhaps) washed them-musing, not even
waiting for anyone or anything, as far as the town knew, not even pensive,
as far as the town knew: just musing amid her blonde hair in the window
facing the country town street, day after day and month after month and-as
the town remembered it-year after year for what must have been three or four
of them, inscribing at some moment the fragile and indelible signature of
her meditation in one of the panes of it (the window): her frail and
workless name, scratched by a diamond ring in her frail and workless hand,
and the date: Cecilia Farmer April 16th 1861;
At which moment the destiny of the land, the nation, the South, the State,
the County, was already whirling into the plunge of its precipice, not that
the State and the South knew it, because the first seconds of fall always
seem like soar: a weightless deliberation preliminary to a rush not downward
but upward, the failing body reversed during that second by
transubstantiation into the upward rush of earth; a soar, an apex, the
South's own apotheosis of its destiny and its pride, Mississippi and
Yoknapatawpha County not last in this, Mis-