REQUIEM FOR A NUN 333
That one too, Nancy? Because you loved that baby, even at the very moment
when you raised your hand against it, knew that there was nothing left but
to raise your hand?
(Nancy dosen't answer nor stir) A heaven where that little
child will remember nothing of your hands but gentleness
because now this earth will have been nothing but a dream that
didn't matter? Is that it?
TEMPLE
Or maybe not that baby, not mine, because, since I destroyed mine myself
when I slipped out the back end of that train that day eight years ago,
I will need about all the forgiving and forgetting that one sixmonths-old
baby is capable of. But the other one: yours: that you told me about, that
you were carrying six months gone, and you went to the picnic or dance or
frolic or fight or whatever it was, and the man kicked you in the stomach
and you lost it? That one too?
STEVENS
(to Nancy)
What? Its father kicked you in the stomach while you were pregnant?
NANCY I dont know.
STEVENS You dont know who kicked you?
NANCY
I know that. I thought you meant its pa.
STEVENS
You mean, the man who kicked you wasn't even its
father?
NANCY
I dont know. Any of them might have been.
STEVENS
Any of them? You dont have any idea who its father
was?
NANCY
(looks at Stevens impatiently)
If you backed your behind into a buzz-saw, could you tell which tooth hit
you first?
(to Temple) What about that one?