“O,” Chon says, buying time. They’re pals, buddies. “We’ve known each other since we were kids.”
“Maybe that will make it better,” O says. “And I’m nineteen now.”
Not a kid anymore.
“O-”
“Look, if you think I’m, like, hideous or something-”
“It’s not that,” Chon says. O is the opposite of hideous-whatever that is. “I think you’re beautiful.”
He means it.
“And you love me,” she says.
He nods.
“And I love you, so…”
He shakes his head, smiles stupidly. “O… I don’t know…”
“Chon,” she says, “you’re going away… and I don’t know if
… and it’s my fault-”
“No, it isn’t.”